[Jean-Francois Garié gives his running commentary on YouTuber, Mouthy Buddha and his stream of consciousness second thoughts on becoming “red-pilled” about the jews. Lots of thoughtful and often, untended, humorous commentary by both of them — KATANA.]

 

 

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A Pill Too Hard to Swallow

 

The Twisted Mind of Mouthy Buddha

 

 

 

 

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Published on October 17, 2017

 

 

 

 

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TRANSCRIPT

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Jean: So someone in the chat just said something that was really interesting to me which is at this point in civilization. If you haven’t yet learned to double down on your views, you’re a fucking moron! And here Mouthy Buddha just released a few hours ago, this state this audio statement where is essentially doing exactly what Trump wouldn’t do! He is backing off! He is hesitating. He is disavowing part of his YouTube contribution. This is following up on a series of videos that Mouthy Buddha has released. One of them he has withdrawn a few months ago.

 

It was about the jewish Question and it was making a point that, from his description, I have not seen the original video, because it’s been removed, but from his description that he does today, doesn’t seem to be alarming at all. And then, recently, within the last two weeks, he’s released a series of videos called “the jewish Question”, which are extremely high quality videos, in terms of graphics, and in terms of content. He does a fair description of certain views about the jewish people, that is relevant. It’s not encyclopedic. It’s not well defended, but it’s a fair representation of certain views on the jewish people.

 

And today, he released a statement which will give us an insight into the mind of “The Cuck”! Let’s hear what he has to say.

 

Mouthy: Okay, before I show you this long ass clip of me talking let me just kind of set you up a little bit.

 

Jean: So notice that in the audio clip he does a preparation audio clip. So he’s like:

 

“I just recorded that, but I need to add some stuff”.

 

Mouthy: At the time that I made this recording I was in shock! So it sounds, it sounds stupid to call this a spiritual experience, but it kind of was, because there was very profound change in my consciousness!

Jean: So in other words, your brain is unstable. And, because you are a drug consumer you fall into episodes of instability and of spiritual realization which are really just your brain being shocked by the drugs that you keep consuming, Mouthy Buddha!

 

Mouthy: I wasn’t able to think very well, so everything is super scattered and rambly, but I knew that I had just experienced something life-changing. So, I just turned on the microphone and took off. So hopefully this gives you some insight into the truth of all this silly controversy and, … But, but, but more so, it kind of shows you what happens when someone gets super red pilled, or black pilled, and how desperate that feeling can be you know! And, but anyways, hopefully this gives you some insight into all this shit.

 

Jean: So there’s something there’s somewhat some some very high cuckery here! Some very high cuckoldery occurring here, but at the same time it’s good. So what he’s saying is that the following audio, he just dropped it on the microphone. It was just a start, and that I believe! I believe that what we’re about to see is an honest set of feelings that Mouthy Buddha perceives in himself. So that’s good. It gives us insight into what comes out of the cuck’s mouth when they are faced with red pill content.

 

Mouthy: I’m just going to, …

 

Jean: But the reason this is such cuckery is that you’re a YouTuber, you’re well-known YouTuber. You are communicator! Don’t show us the insides of your mind! We don’t want to see pictures of your your testicles, Mouthy Buddha! It’s it’s somewhat disgusting! Just like we don’t want to have access to the internal processes of your mind. You are a communicator, so don’t start these audio clips with, … “Ahh, I don’t know what happened there, …”. Come on! Be a man and just talk about your ideas and how they evolved! Talk!

 

Mouthy: And I’m not going to edit anything, … [long pause]

 

 

[05:11]

 

 

Jean: Awkward! [long pause continues from Mouthy] More awkward!

 

Mouthy: Basically, … Basically?

 

Jean: You see, these statements are not the statements of someone who’s apt at speaking on the public space. You don’t laugh, you don’t say something and then rethink it, and say, “Ahh ha”. You’re laughing about your own statement. So this is the statement, this is the way of speech of someone who’s not apt at speaking on the public space. That’s what happens when you make teenagers YouTube stars.

 

Mouthy: There’s this idea of me out there.

 

Jean: See he goes straight to the idea of him out there. So he is not a human being. He denies his own existence, and he already talks about the social perception of his existence. Typical cuckery!

 

Mouthy: And it’s my fault!

 

Jean: And now he says:

 

“What people think about me is my fault”!

 

Contrary to the Trump approach, which is:

 

“These people are all liars! I’m the man that I am. You take it, or you keep complaining like a bitch! I don’t give a fuck!”

 

Mouthy: And the idea of me isn’t really who I am. This “jew hater”! Now what’s funny is I actually, … Before this one video was out, which is a video that I made, like three months ago. It’s called “We are Powerless”. Oh no, “The End of YouTube — We are Powerless”.

 

 

Jean: So that’s what Mouthy Buddha is worried about. It’s the video that he published months ago, when he just published, within the last two weeks, a series of videos called, “The jewish Question” which would have been much more relevant to talk about., but let’s see what he has to say.

 

Mouthy: And I deleted that video a while, … Well actually, I privatized it, because, like maybe a month, or two ago, because it just sounded bad! What I said. What I say, is there’s a part in the video, …

 

Jean: Someone is asking, is he pulling a “Kathy Griffin”? That’s exactly what’s happening! [laughing] go back to see my video about Kathy Griffin. He’s making a failure to Double Down and it’s fucking hilarious!

 

Mouthy: You know, where I say, I talk about, it’s just, I talk, …

 

Jean: See these lost threads of thoughts, where he starts a sentence and then he’s, “Ahh, …” Its like, if you don’t know exactly what you’re about to say, don’t start your sentence!

 

Mouthy: About, um, Israeli influence and the fact that these rabbis are letting in immigrants, or something., but Israel is, basically just a nod toward, you know, this JQ stuff.

 

Jean: And that’s what there. You made a nod to the apparent contradiction between what jewish people think of refugees in the West, and what they think of refugees going into Israel. And Stefan Molyneux expanded on that hilarious contradiction, by catching actually a jewish person calling him. And that person was defending refugees in Western countries, but then Stefan Molyneux asked him:

 

“What about the refugees in Israel?”

 

And then suddenly he was not for immigration! And so, that was a very good interview. It was fair representation of one argument. There’s no problem with this. Why are you talking like you’re about to die?

 

Mouthy: But, but what’s funny is I had it deleted, and I’ve really been on top, I’ve had my arguments together and, umm, I can’t think.

 

 

[10:21]

 

 

Jean: I think that is under a certain quantity of marijuana at this moment.

 

Mouthy: Oh! The, the accusations that were being thrown my way, you know, what I mean? That I was a crypto-fascist, or something! Which, that’s actually not what I was doing! That’s not, it actually, what it does is it gives me way more credit than I actually deserve!

 

Jean: So what do you do when people claim stuff about you that is not true? You stand there for your truth, for who you! You say, “you’re liars!” like Trump, and you tell us who you are.

 

Mouthy: I’m not this, … I’m not trying to like do it calculated, or on purpose. That actually makes me sound like really smart, like I think about these things! I don’t! I don’t! The truth is, …

 

Jean: This is something I keep telling to people, don’t analyze Sargon statement, or Mouthy Buddha statement as coming from super strategic individuals! That’s not how they live. They live with, by putting themselves out on the public space, fully.

 

Mouthy: I have been getting so wrapped up in ideology! I can feel myself stuck in it! And I don’t like it! I don’t like it! I fucking don’t like it at all!

See, this is the consequence of decades of liberal terrorism. The guy adopts beliefs, because he does some basic journalism about the question of the jewish people. He ends up with conclusions based on his own rationality and his own process of thought, based on this. Now he’s like, “I’m now disgusted at myself!” yeah that’s because the liberal media has introduced within your brain, devices that are aimed at cultivating guilt on this question.

 

It’s like all this YouTube stuff has really changed my mind on so many things, and…

 

 

Jean: Welcome to a world of learning!

 

Mouthy: I just feel like, what the fuck am I doing? Why am I doing this? Again, here’s the thing. I had this whole video laid out of, none of those were my opinions, because dude, a lot of them aren’t my opinions! Dude, I don’t know enough about Hitler to think he was a decent person! The truth is I don’t know enough about any of that stuff!

 

Jean: No, and we’ve seen from your video that you’re not a scholar on the issue. You just made a fair representation of a set of views, and you weren’t bad. You did it right. It’s like I was to tell you, okay I’m gonna infiltrate the Nazi Party and I’m gonna report to you guys what they think. And then I make a video about what they think. That’s what you did. And there was nothing wrong! Hashtag Mouthy did nothing wrong!

 

Mouthy: But I am playing with fire. And in my own mind is starting to think, well maybe, maybe there is a jewish conspiracy?

 

Jean: You’re not playing with fire. You are exploring issues with your own rationality and what you think is a honest direction to take based on what, you know. But you’re also a very confused being, with high amounts of drugs in his body. So this twists your mind into confused representations of reality and of yourself.

 

Mouthy: You know, I set out to do this topic, because I thought it would be like “really entertaining” really, you know, “intriguing” and stuff.

 

Jean: That’s your job! You did right! You did a video series that was very well edited. It was entertaining.

 

Mouthy: And, but there was this video, that we are powerless video. I needed to delete that, because now all these accusations are going around that I’m some fucking jew hater, Hitler loving Nazi for real!

 

 

[15:13]

 

 

Jean: When there’s false accusations going against you, you double down on your views, you explain to these fuckers what’s your true point! And you farm the views, you farm the shit out of it!

 

Mouthy: So, so I was like, well dude, I’m deleting, not only did I privatize the video, but I deleted it. And dude, just like all day I’ve been like thinking, man, because I’m sitting here, I’ve got Bunty King defending me. I’ve got Jeff Holiday defending me. And like, rightfully so, so I thought, because I was like, I’m not a fucking jew hater! And I’m not any of that stuff!

 

Jean: And it’s fine. Look at the like ratio of your videos. People didn’t reject you. Of course, you had a certain certain amount of dislike, which is normal if you’re gonna explore a controversial subject. But you weren’t rejected en mass. Kraut [Youtuber Kraut and Tea] has more dislikes than you! People have accepted this video for what it is. Which is high quality, very well edited representations of some ideas, a small summary of ideas on the jewish Question. You did your job, dude! Don’t back up now!

 

Mouthy: But at the same time, I was like, dude, please don’t get into this mix, because it’s just, … Anyways, I thought to myself if that video gets out, that is just the nail in my coffin! And it did! Oh man! I was sitting, …

 

Jean: You have the same syndrome as Kathy Griffin, you know? You remember how she said:

 

“Trump is destroying my life! It’s gonna be the nail in my coffin!”

 

These are the same statements, these people they have a grand version of themselves in their head. And especially if you smoke pot like Mouthy Buddha, you’re gonna be stimulated into having this false representation of yourself, detaching yourself from reality. And then you’re afraid of losing that! You’re afraid of failing. But that doesn’t matter Mouthy Buddha, as long as you produce good stuff people are gonna watch you. You won’t fail, there won’t be nails in your coffin. The only nails are in your mind.

 

Mouthy: …, on the bed, and I go onto Twitter, and I see that Harmful Opinions found the video, and that it’s the video while I talk about the rabbi’s and the jews. Dude! And I was like, fuck! Fuck! That’s fuck! Because now that’s what people need to think that I, you know, really did say all those things!

 

Jean: Never! Never! Consider what people think about you! Consider the likes, consider the quality of your content. Consider the quality of the information and your research process, and go like a fucking arse toward your goal! Never consider what people think about you!

 

Mouthy: But dude, the truth is I don’t give a fuck about history, or Hitler, or any of that shit!

 

Jean: Like most people today. This is too old for people to really care. People care to the extent that it allows them to adopt moral discourse in the modern world, for pursuing ideologies that they have in the present time.

 

Mouthy: I don’t, again, I don’t know enough about it. But here’s the thing, is that I’m so easily influenced! I’m like a people-pleaser.

 

 

[19:35]

 

 

Jean: Exactly! And this is what’s happening in society currently. Our lives are being so transferred on the internet. And there’s people coming at the top of the game, Mouthy Buddha is one of them, with a successful YouTube channel, and it creates fake identities in people’s mind. People forget to connect about their reality and see YouTube, or their career, or whatever takes the place of that, as secondary aspects of your life. What Mouthy Buddha needs is a woman, a few babies, and then he would understand that the core of his family is the center of the universe. The rest, what people thinks about him, YouTube, this is all means to an end.

 

Mouthy: And I’m always, and when I made my “Problem with the Alt-Right” video, it was, …

 

Jean: [laughing] One of the chats says, “this sounds like a bad final fantasy monologue” It does sound like the main character in the Final Fantasy XI.

 

Mouthy: …, so difficult, while I was making it. Because, I was like, how am I gonna do this? Because dude, I basically made a video where I call out the Alt-Right, and then I say the skeptic community can go after them too. You know, all this macho shit!

 

Jean: Well you bought into the mainstream view, the blue pill view.

 

Mouthy: Well, no one else did. So, I was like, okay, well I obviously I have to make my video. But then I was thinking, okay how do I argue against the Alt-Right? Well, I couldn’t! Because it’s funny, because at that time, when I was trying to do it, I was like, I don’t really have, like what am I supposed to argue against?

 

Jean: Exactly! That’s a moment of honesty from Mouthy Buddha. He’s confronted by the ideas of the Alt-Right and he’s like, there’s nothing to debunk in there. This gives us insight actually, about what happened to Kraut. Look at what he’s about to say.

 

Mouthy: That’s, I couldn’t find the arguments! This is how much like, I guess, I was, but I, but I’m not Alt-Right!

 

Jean: See, when he says I’m not Alt-Right, he’s talking about social perception of him. He’s talking about the label. But he just said that he didn’t have any argument to counter the Alt-Right. So that’s funny, because Mouthy Buddha separates his own rational processes from the image that he projects within the universe. And he cares a lot about the image and about our people label him, like I’m not the Alt-Right! But I believe in the idea, ABC.

 

Mouthy: I’m just so fucking fucked up right now! I just can’t even, …

 

Jean: That’s what years of drugs will do.

 

Mouthy: But I guess I was, because I was like, okay, I agree with this, I agree with that, I agree with this. They’ve got this thing down. And then I was like, what the fuck I do? So I went after behavior.

 

Jean: That’s what Kraut did too. See, I cannot really take on their actual arguments, so I’m gonna, I’m gonna find a way around this. I’m gonna complain about labels, I’m gonna complain about ways in which they interpret the data. I’m not really addressing their real point. I’m not going at the core of their philosophy, I’m just gonna nitpick on some stuff. And here Mouthy Buddha decided to nitpick on the behavior.

 

Mouthy: Okay, well a lot of the more fucking reactionary shit, let me make that the main method. And then I was sitting, and then I saw, I put out the video, everybody fucking hated it, and, you know, as a content creator, and dude, I don’t give a fuck if anybody’s like, “oh boo hoo!” fuck you! I don’t give a shit right now!

 

Jean: Well you do give a shit and that’s your big problem. You are so much after the perception of people. I don’t know where this sentence come from why you say suddenly, “I don’t give a fuck”. You’ve just given us 10 minutes 37 seconds of “fuck!”

 

Mouthy: I don’t! I’m just trying to tell you what’s on my mind.

 

Jean: And what’s on your mind is solely grounded in the perception that you have of others. You are a second level cognitive generator. You generate the minds of others within your mind, and when you think about their mind, you’re worried about them thinking about your mind! You have too much levels of social cognition, which is typical in LSD and marijuana consumers. You are almost psychotic. But you don’t seem to suffer from actual schizophrenia, which is a good news.

 

 

[24:58]

 

 

Mouthy: And if it sounds like a fucking victim thing, okay, who cares? But when I finished that “Problem with the Alt-Right— part I“, I realized, god damn! A lot of these people are Alt-Right in my audience!

 

 

Jean: That’s also a surprise to me. There seems to be within my audience, people who are actually racist. I don’t know the percentage, because I think a lot of them are trolling.

 

Mouthy: So, then I get kind of uh, and then I was in my bed one day, and I thought, hold on a second, like identity, it is totally not a real thing. But dude, I have so like little confidence in myself right now.

 

Jean: Identity is a real thing. It is what the differs things from each other. You are different from the table, the table did not cause your internal organs to exist. There are things in this universe from which you are separated and different from. What you are on right now is the Jim Carrey Buddhist syndrome, and it’s very unproductive thinking.

 

Mouthy: So I don’t even know if that’s true.

 

Jean: And he says, “I lack confidence in myself” I’m gonna take a bet here and this guy lacked a father figure in his life. This guy just doesn’t have the kind of self concept of himself that is trusty enough of himself to undergo that kind of crisis.

 

Mouthy: I mean, I’ve experienced it, but who’s to say? I mean, I totally have experienced an absolving of identity.

 

Jean: Typical Jim Carrey crisis. Jim Carrey added recently, denies identity, I don’t know if he’s trolling, but it seems that Mouthy Buddha actually has the crisis. Very common in drug users and Buddhists.

 

Mouthy: And by, I mean, we all live through identity every day! I’m just seeing like, …

 

Jean: There’s nothing wrong with it Mouthy. If you don’t have identity you are not separate from the world, which is what Buddhist wants you to believe. But which is absolutely false! The atoms that constitute you are separate from the atoms that constitute other beings! You are a thing.

 

Mouthy: A crumbling of all of my arguments, of all of my worldview right now. And it’s so, …

 

Jean: See? Most people who are emotionally normally equipped, they are able to take huge change in their belief system. Why? Because they have a base. When they fall from high, they don’t fall back to the first floor, because they have a base of things that they wouldn’t question. This emotional base is the kind of minimum thing that you need in life, in terms of self confidence, self determination, love and confidence in the people around you. Mouthy Buddha doesn’t have this. And I’m gonna guess, and take a bet here, and attribute it to lacking father figure.

 

Mouthy: Freaky! And fucked up! What happened? I know that a part of me, like, fucking love the identity video. Because it registered with me, like on a fundamental level, and it pissed a lot of people off. But I was much more confident with that. That’s why I like went on a stream with Braving Ruin and in that guy Tea and Shit [? referring to Kraut and Tea]. But dude it’s like all this shit! It’s like YouTube is a lifestyle! YouTube is, and here’s the thing. I’m a drug addict, right? So and I don’t, but I don’t go to AA. I don’t like spend time with others.

 

Jean: What you need Mouthy is the minimal ceiling, the minimal floor of emotional stability. This will be provided by giving up drugs, abandoning drugs, starting to develop links with people who are part of your future, like a potentially baby producing woman. And resolving the problem of self-confidence by accomplishing stuff. The good news is, you have a successful YouTube channel, so you’re not so far from being a successful person. And what’s missing is within your mind at this point. To assume who you are and to stand by it.

 

 

[30:20]

 

 

Mouthy: It really is like my whole life is an internet thing, and when things go south, like the way they’re going for me, supposedly, right now.

 

Jean: See, he says supposedly, so he’s talking about the opinion of others about him! You should ignore this Mouthy Buddha. If you followed your method, what you think was rational, and you’re own ethics you should stand by it.

 

Mouthy: It’s devastating! But dude, I think I just have to, I have to go away, and get my priorities straight, you know?

 

Jean: That is true, but it’s not the right way to say it, because it doesn’t call you to action. There’s people who spend their time smoking drug all life, saying:

 

“I gotta get my priorities straight!”

 

And it’s not operationalized enough to call them into the actual action. What you need as someone says on the chat, is clean your room, develop a social relation with a woman who admires you for who you are and with whom you bind, forever. Then make babies, and also learn to double down.

 

Mouthy: I’m just having this this moment where I’m like:

 

“Dude, what was I doing for like, what am I arguing for?”

 

Do I really care about what I’m talking about? Or is it all this sensational editing and, you know, creating, and it is! And it’s fun and it’s fulfilling!

 

Jean: Well if it’s fun and people enjoy it, what’s wrong? Sensationally, the thing is totally fine! It’s part of the culture of television making, since it exists. It’s beautiful, it’s a form of art. Stand by it!

 

Mouthy: It’s cool to make something creative and put it out there. It just so happens that what I’m doing creatively is usually super controversial.

 

Jean: Perfect! You’re going at places where classical TV couldn’t go, because you’re an individual and you can create it yourself and access your put your audience directly. This is beautiful! This is modern civilization showing it’s best attribute! Why do you have a problem with this? What you need to adapt, in terms of attitude, is say:

 

“Yeah! That’s what I do! I do editing with music and with a very stimulating visual features, that is beautiful to watch! That is fascinating and that makes the brain of people access other ideas.”

 

It’s beautiful! You did nothing wrong.

 

Mouthy: Just I hate that I care about reputation! I hate all this shit! And I get it dude! I get it! I get it! I’m sure that if anybody’s listening to this now, or if I’ve even uploaded it, that most people are just like totally turned off by this. But dude, what, …

 

Jean: We’re not turned off. We’re just observing the effects of years of drug smoking, which is paranoid representations of reality.

 

Mouthy: …, all these videos and stuff, total fucking mirage! This Buddha dude! It’s fucking fake!

 

Jean: So now he’s experiencing detachment of the self. So when you are disgusted at one of your actions, or at some of your actions, you start feeling that “this was not even me! ” that’s the same thing we’ve seen in the Kathy Griffin. The feeling that there’s this outside force within yourself and you want to separate it from yourself. Mouthy Buddha, you can do that and you can disavow your stuff, but it was liked by people! So it’s not like you got the 80% dislike ratio. People liked your videos, they were cool! They were good!

 

So another thing that you can do instead of getting rid of the part of your brain that claims the ownership of these videos, is claim your method as being the right thing that you do. And you did it correctly. You explored the question, you concluded stuff, you reported it! And it was beautiful! And get rid of the other part of your brain, the one that cultivates guilt. Because that part does not come from you, it comes from society, and what society has introduced in your mind.

 

 

[35:30]

 

 

Mouthy: Slickly edited mirages! It’s not real dude!

 

Jean: it is real, whether you like it, or not. These signals, we have evolved to send them and process them. It’s as real as words. They mean intentions, they mean information, they represent things that are real.

 

Mouthy: Real me is incredibly insecure! Neurotic! Just a fucking mess, all the time! I mean, listen to me. There’s no way I’m gonna upload this! If I do, …

 

Jean: See, we live at a fascinating time where we have access to the ramblings of people after they have committed acts that they regret.

 

Mouthy: It’s funny, because I was like on destiny’s stream, and I saw contra points talking about this program, that a neo-Nazi made. It’s like no more hate, or something like that. It’s what you go to. For like, no more hate, or like you go to, like it’s like reform from Nazism, or whatever. I’m not a fucking Nazi! Okay! But I do have ideas that I don’t like, because they cause so much division! I remember being more liberal, even like progressive.

 

Jean: That is a normal change in life, because when you are young you are brought up within the emotional context of being a child. And being a child is requesting everything from your parents, and fighting with your brothers and sister to get things from your parent. And so a form of “socialist communist” mind is just perfect for that. Because you want fairness, you want justice, because you’re not a competitor to your brother and sisters. You want them to succeed and you want yourself to succeed. So this idea of sharing and being fair, is within the emotional construct that kids need.

 

Then when you become old, you attain reproductive age, and your genes program a change in your behavior which makes you more conservative. Why? Because now you are a provider, even if you haven’t made babies, the genes will still make you that conservative.

 

So even if you don’t have babies you will undergo the normal change of the human mind, which is to become less of a requester from society, less of being about fairness and sharing, and now you are a provider. And as a provider your job is to defend the family and make sure that you bring back to home sufficient resources to help your baby become old and produce their own babies. And the conservative mindset is much better for this.

 

Mouthy: And having this, this feeling of like, more compassion, there is more empathy, there was more love.

 

Jean: This is the feeling of all red pilled people. They’ve realized that this world is not made out of love. That you have to make this world. You have to make the love for yourself in this world. Because this world is a constant flow of rape, of aggression, of assault — physical and verbal. This world is fucking wild! It’s worse than a jungle!

 

 

[39:37]

 

 

Mouthy: I don’t really feel that, with this new way of thinking. Kind of, you know, more, I wouldn’t, I don’t even know what the fuck it is. I guess it’s just kind of very Alt-Right. A lot of my ideas are very Alt-Right.

 

Jean: Welcome to adulthood. You came in late, because you don’t have a father figure.

 

Mouthy: They are and they don’t, fucking Mexican slash White!

 

Jean: See, he’s coming up with identity politics. That was introduced into his brain by liberals.

 

Mouthy: But it’s so, it’s so like analytical, it’s so scientific, like it’s all the IQ based, or using science to debunk other people. Where is the fucking love dude?

 

Jean: The love, you make it for yourself. You get a woman and you make a life of love for yourself on your own. Then you go out there on the public space and, you know, that it’s not about love, because all of these other people that are out to get you, they all want their babies to be better than your babies. And there’s no love there. So if you don’t find a place for love in your own life, don’t come out in society for it. You’ll be sorely disappointed.

 

Mouthy: Where is the kindness? As I am like, starving for it! Starving! I mean, dude if you would have told me that I would be talking about jews, in any fashion, four, or five years ago! Three years ago! Two years ago!

 

Jean: See, not only is the having representation of other minds in his mind, that he’s constantly talking about what do people think about me. He’s even thinking about his on mine, two years ago. And it’s like:

 

“If my past self was looking at my current self, he would be surprised”!

 

This is typical non-psychotic behavior, but borderline psychotic due to number of years of drugs, of consumption of drugs.

 

Mouthy: I would have thought you were crazy! I mean, dude, when my fucking my buddy Will, when he would come over and talk about it, I was like, “you’re crazy dude!” but what’s so, what’s so insidious about about this is that once you start going down this rabbit hole.

 

Jean: See, he makes the reference, the rabbit-hole and he has introduced a a quick frame of Alice in Wonderland in his jewish Question video. So he feels like he’s being pulled into another universe.

 

Mouthy: It just starts to like infest me! It’s so dark! It’s so fucked up man! Like, …

 

Jean: That is true. This world is fucked up!

 

Mouthy: Black pill! This is just so fucking dark!

 

Jean: Yeah, that’s why we need people to read Richard Dawkins before they undergo such emotional distress when they’re shocked and realizing that the world is as fucked up as it is. And at least if you read Dawkins you’ll know why. It’s, because we are creatures that have evolved to fuck each other up!

 

Mouthy: Depressing! It’s just gross! It’s like, I don’t want to be this person, you know. Like what the fuck! I want to be, I want to find a way, to like, bring kindness and more compassion and shit.

 

Jean: Make babies and provide them with kindness! That is the true sense of nature.

 

Mouthy: I know that sounds fucking cliche, but it’s like there’s, this person inside of me, this thing, …

 

Jean: Dissociation of his own self.

 

Mouthy: But it’s just like dude! Do something for someone else! Like stop, leave this stuff behind, go help somebody. Does it matter what skin color they are.

 

Jean: Evolution programmed these feelings in your brain, because it knew that the first time you would put a penis into a vagina, your penis into a vagina, a baby would pop out nine months later, and you would have these feelings to care about the baby. If you’re directing this to random people you’ve been xxx.

 

Mouthy: It doesn’t matter see, now I’m thinking yeah but, you know, like immigration, like I’m like obsessed with immigration! I’m obsessed with immigration, defending White people, and I’m like against SJW’s so much! It’s like all I ever think about! What a fucked up existence!

 

 

[44:52]

 

 

Jean: See this guy lives so much within the theoretical world of YouTube, he doesn’t have anything else to fall back on. When I finish my streaming on YouTube, there’s a reality out there waiting for me, with love, care, and normal human interactions. This guy doesn’t have this. So when he falls back into the world, all he knows is what he knows from YouTube. That’s scary! He needs people in his life, he needs, he probably won’t have a father figure. It’s too late in his life to get that. But he needs to replace this with connecting to reality. Connect to people. Find a woman to love and we will love you.

 

Mouthy: Where are all these people. Dude, usually I’m just like, my day-to-day is with my roommate, or just chillin by myself, or with my mom, or my sister, or my nephew.

 

Jean: See, very interesting. Mom, sister, and nephew. So the father is not around for some reason.

 

Mouthy: Or my fucking buddy. We write music together. You know, simple shit! Where did I get so involved in all this? And God do you, it’s the same shit all the time. Wake up, check Twitter, look at YouTube. Oh hey, he’s got a video out, boom! Watch them just fucking, just like, just rip into Muslims, and rip into fucking black people! And like hearing that shit every day starts to fuck with me!

 

Jean: That’s, because you don’t have anything else to fall back on. If you were to be able to disconnect from this world and have a reality that you love in your life, this talk on YouTube that would be a separate thing. It would just be all fun.

 

Mouthy: Cuz, then I go to, let’s say, I go to Starbucks. Well all the sudden my mind is like more thinking about:

“Oh, that’s a black person behind the bar”, or “that’s a fucking Asian person over there.”

And also, …

 

Jean: If you have time to go to Starbucks, and get a coffee and pay a coffee there, all of your problems are First World problems.

 

Mouthy: I’m thinking about all the shit all the time. I wonder if they’re like smarter? Or I wonder there’s, all this shit, where it’s like, can I just fucking go get some coffee? And I know dude! I know! Like, all the stuff that Whites being a minority, I know, I know it! I don’t know what to do! I don’t know what to say to that! It sounds bad to me! It sounds like, it sounds bad!

 

Jean: He recognizes that there are some emotions in him that tells him, well what the Western civilization is doing to itself is bad! But he’s also rejecting that, because he has the guilt introduced in him by liberalism. And he doesn’t have anything to fall back on where you could say:

 

“Oh, well okay, so the White race is getting extinguished, well I’m gonna make my own babies first, and I’m gonna concentrate on educating them and having a happy life.”

 

He doesn’t have anything of this, so he’s stuck within the world of xxx, typical again of drug consumers, psychedelic drugs.

 

Mouthy: No one wants to be a minority! Otherwise all the other minorities wouldn’t be, you know, like, fuck dude, we’re a minority, we don’t have all this, the power of the majority, or whatever. But I guess, I just wish we could find a way to like fucking look beyond that!

 

Jean: There is no way to look beyond that. The history of humanity is people, again, and again, fucking over the other people around them. Raping them, pillaging them, murdering them. If you looked at the history that led to your existence, your existence, it would be the constant killing and disappearance of hordes of human in the favor of your ancestors. The reason you exist today is a cycle of rape, pillage, murder, rape, pillage, murder, rape, pillage, murder, rape, pillage, murder, that goes on for hundreds of thousands of years, again and again!

 

Mouthy: But I don’t know how! I don’t see that happening. I have all this compassion for the Alt-Right. I really do! I have so much empathy for White people, but for some reason I get annoyed when I hear things about immigrants! Why? Why do I get annoyed? Why does that fucking annoy me, because it shouldn’t.

 

 

 

[50:07]

 

 

Jean: Because the process I just talked about, that introduced things in your mind. Things that tells you within your own sexual emotional reaction, that there is something wrong about letting other people make babies on your land.

 

Mouthy: An immigrant is a fucking person dude! It shouldn’t like, it shouldn’t annoy me, at the very least! And I know, like the fucking late-night shit, I don’t like it either. All this stuff annoys me, but why should it? I mean, I guess, you know, it is a fucking big ass system on the left, and it’s strong, and they hold the influence, and it is this helpless feeling of like, how the fuck are you gonna be able to beat it? It’s just, we can’t. [long pause]

 

I’m gonna go away for a while. Seriously!

 

Jean: So now he is adapting, like phase one depressive, suicidal talking. And I don’t think that he’s severely suicidal, but he’s doing like these guys who are thinking about it a little bit, and like, I’m gonna give my stereo, I’m gonna give my CD player, I’m gonna give up my computer. He’s like, I’m gonna give up my YouTube channel. So I would say Mouthy Buddha, you are suffering from extremely mild depression.

 

Mouthy: YouTube is, has, or I have allowed YouTube to just suck the life from me! And, …

 

Jean: It’s not so much YouTube that did that, it’s the absence of other things in your life. If you had a good basis, just love between one, or two people, with one, or two people in your life, maybe a father figure. If it’s too late in your life, maybe a woman. That’s all you need. Then this whole YouTube thing won’t be bothering you anymore.

 

Mouthy: … Twitter, and Facebook, and this reputation. I’ve basically fucking destroyed it! Destroyed! People think that I’m a psycho Nazi!

 

Jean: What people think, doesn’t matter if you stand for who you truly are. I don’t know how old this guy is. He talks like a high school person. That’s exactly how a high school student thinks. What will people think? Young teenagers are so worried about what people think! This guy is probably older, but he didn’t get to the mental age of adulthood. He’s still having the reactions of a quarterback football player in a high school, who cares about what people think about him.

 

Mouthy: I mean, obviously they think that. Shit, I fucking put bread crumbs everywhere! I kept flirting with that, visually, and musically, and like, you know, little things I would say along the way. But the dog whistle thing, [held back sneeze] excuse me. I actually meant that. I didn’t mean that like, I’m fucking dog whistling to Nazis!

 

Jean: So here Mouthy Buddha is explaining a thing where he was criticized, because he said:

 

“well I’m doing some dog whistling in my videos.”

 

And people have come up to him and say:

 

“Oh okay, so your dog whistling, you’re kind of whispering things to Nazis, right?”

 

But he is not whispering things to Nazis! Mouthy Buddha is an artist who introduces in his videos references to stuff, to culture, to Disney, to Alice in Wonderland. He’s an extremely talented visual artist, who uses that kind of imagery to add complexity to his videos. That’s what he meant by “dog whistling”. He introduces things, his logo, for example, shows a Buddha with the number 23. His videos feature flashes of images, that make it more complex, that’s all. Fine Mouthy Buddha. Stand by your artistic creation. It is of high quality.

 

Mouthy: That’s not what I meant. I meant that, all throughout my videos, you can look dude, look for all like, the pill bottles. There’s pill bottles everywhere! Look for all the Gulag Archipelagos, they’re everywhere scattered throughout! There look for all the Sam Harris Waking Ups! There they’re all over the place. That’s what I fuckin meant! Not that I’m like “dog whistling to Nazis!” It’s not what I meant!

 

 

[55:09]

 

 

Jean: People understand this Mouthy Buddha. If you were really understood to be a Nazi, in the real sense, in the sense of really good faith people thinking that you are actually dog whistling to Nazis, you would get dislikes ratio that are much higher. People have understood the quality of your content, and the creativity of your use of imagery and music. They are recognizing, they are showing this recognition to you by a like ratio that is totally fine for a controversial video. There’s nothing you did wrong!

 

Mouthy: Like visually there’s a whole bunch of stuff you can find. Also Reese’s Pieces, Reese’s fucking, Reese’s! Why? Because I mean, well the Reese’s was more of just like, just a random reoccurring thing, that I would put in the back! [happy with himself] They really had no significance whatsoever.

 

But the pills! I kept placing over and over again, because I’m an addict! And it just it had, … There’s a lot of importance there, so they’re all over the place! Find a video, you’ll find, … Well find a video where I’m actually filming something, you’ll find some pills. Pill bottles all bunched together.

 

Also 23. I’m gonna give away something right now, that I have not given away about, ever! 23 is my, … It’s a very interesting number to me. In the logo the Mouthy Buddha logo, that’s 23, because it’s that there are two triangles, one small, the others big, they have three sides each. Two triangles three sides each, 23. And you can find some 23s in there too.

 

You can also find Gulags everywhere, 23s and pills. And what, …

 

Jean: See! He’s an artist! He introduces imagery in his stuff. That’s totally commendable Mouthy Buddha. I have a channel where I’m just me talking to the mic, and in that sense I’m not at the, I’m not at the top of what can be done visually. You take time to edit beautiful videos and that’s totally to your credit.

 

Mouthy: Obviously, Buddha’s everywhere! I can watch my videos, the ones like where I film it, there’s Buddha’s everywhere! There’s even like little Buddha’s in like corners you may not know. You see, that’s the kind of shit that I love dude!

 

Jean: Yeah. And it’s a typical of a certain form of art creation which was very popular in Hollywood movies in the 80s 90s. It’s probably less popular today, but introducing visual symbolism is something that is very cool. And your your audience likes it.

 

Mouthy: And that’s what I meant! See now, …

 

Jean: See how aggressive he responds. That’s what I meant, he feels assaulted within his mind by the opinions that he generates. He’s creating a psychotic representation of what people thinks about him, and he actually feels violated. So he has devices in his own brain that he feels attack himself. But that’s himself, attacking himself. He’s not connected to reality.

 

Mouthy: I’m all defensive and trying to defend myself. I really fucked up man! But! I didn’t fuck up like I actually have these hateful neo-Nazi hatred towards jews! No! That’s not true! That’s not true. But I fucked up in that I was flirting with these ideas. I was letting them get way, I was getting consumed by these ideas. Talking with people on the phone about it. And, and, …

 

Jean: That’s not a problem. As a creator it is your job to explore ideas and report about it in your own artistic way. You did nothing wrong! Keep it up!

 

Mouthy: Really getting, you know, sucked into this stuff. But dude, look, look at it like this. Would I rather live a life in which I think the jews are controlling everything, and, you know, that whole that whole thing, or would I’d rather just live a life where I just do my thing? I don’t worry about shit like that, you know?

 

 

[60:01]

 

 

Jean: You can do both. You can find a way to have a grounded life in a family-style life. Now the rest, the ideas, keep exploring them. You’re a great YouTuber and you’ll keep being a great YouTuber. But just see YouTube as this part of your life. You don’t you’re making a false dichotomy here by saying:

 

“I either have to care about ideas, or I have to live my own life and not care about ideas”.

 

How about you live your own life and continue evolving within your personal sphere, while maintaining this all exploration of ideas on YouTube?

 

Mouthy: Hang out with friends, hang out a family, do my thing.

 

Jean: Hanging out is not what you need. Sex with their woman is what you need.

 

Mouthy: Okay, this has gone on way too long! How fucking long as it’s gone on? Oh my god! 26 minutes! What else have I gotta say? I’m not going to be back for a while.

 

Jean: “I’m not going to be back for a while” it’s like he’s leaving, of course, is now recanted this statement. He said that he was in an emotional state when he said this, and he does have the intention to come back. But it’s a typical “Kathy Griffin” abandonment, and again it’s close to phase one suicidal thoughts.

 

Mouthy: I don’t even know if ever, … Fuck! I was gonna say something! I don’t know. Oh! Well I guess it was just more about how YouTube is it is a kind of lifestyle for sure. Oh, it’s all about like, … Oh, okay, it’s all about for me, dude! It’s all about doing things that’ll get likes. I mean, I know that sounds obvious.

 

Jean: Well, he has a social definition of himself again. Of course, the likes are a measurement method and you should, if you’re a YouTuber, you should care about the likes, but you shouldn’t put this at the center of your life. This should not be your measure of your success solely, because, you know, very well that if you do a controversial subject, the dislikes will be higher. If you attack a personality on YouTube the dislikes will be higher.

 

You have to have something else to ground your criteria for yourself, saying, I did correctly, and this can be the scientific method. It can be how you respect your artistic contribution to YouTube. The way AIU does nice videos with music. And Mouthy Buddha does so also. That’s what needs to be your grounding, and then the likes, they’re just a method to measure how the public reacts to it. But it integrates a lot of things. Like and dislike can mean I’d really don’t like your video, or like and dislike can mean, I really don’t like your ideas! Or as people asked me to say on the chat, “ideas!”

 

Mouthy: But this is also why my content got more extreme as time went by. Like so many people tell me:

 

“Dude your older content was so much more like, chill, you weren’t so right-wing, you weren’t so…”

 

Jean: And there’s nothing wrong about exploring these ideas. You’ve done your job as a creator.

 

Mouthy:

 

“… so intense, you know, you used to be like seriously neutral on these things or, you know, to the Left”.

 

Well that’s, because my audience was moving to the, like, you can just tell. You read the comments, you realize that your audience is like, or I realized that my audience was super fucking fashy! Like super fashy! I realized this the day that I got my friend, Will, …

 

Mouthy: Don’t forget also, that on the internet there’s lots of trolling and there’s lots of second and third degree meaning. You shouldn’t take this too seriously. The ecosystem of the internet is trying all sorts of ideas. They’re sending things to you to trigger you. Have to protect yourself from this to a certain extent. You have to keep an ear open, but you have not to forget that these are just words on a stream of electronic signals that people have fun sending.

 

 

[65:00]

 

 

Mouthy: Who has, … Well what’s funny is, oh man! He has very extreme views, but it’s it’s creepy how much I, for some odd reason, some part of my mind, thinks he makes sense now. Umm-hmm, I got a fucking redesign my, … Anyways, it was a video where he just basically went off and just said all of his thoughts. And he said like Hitler was the last great emperor. He said black people need to be prevented from breeding! I mean, he just man! He just got into it! And well he always says it, but I was like I want to put that on my channel! Cause like, I want to see what how people react to this. And dude, I uploaded it, and people were like:

 

“Yeah! There’s some good points. Great shit!” and they were like, “yes, Hitler was the last great emperor!”

 

And I was so pissed! I was so fucking pissed! Because I was this weak, like, cuck to these people!

 

Jean: See this is the person lacking a father figure. He looks at another man, who had a father figure and who knows about what he stands for on the public space, and he’s jealous! This is the right word, he really got the right diagnosis there. This is being a cuck! It’s not being able to have your own testicles, and be dreaming about the testicles of another man.

 

Mouthy: And he was this, you know, woke, fucking Alt-Righter! That’s when I really had this moment, who am I talking to out there? Is my audience a bunch of fascists, or at least a bunch of fucking Alt-Righters? Alt-Righters, squeaked. So after that, that’s when my content really started. You can tell. You can tell. I mean, dude, my content from the very beginning, I mean, dude, listen to my, like, early videos! That’s when I was, you know, basically wasn’t a fan of Islam, didn’t like SJWs.

 

Jean: So Mouthy Buddha is on the chat, and he says it’s not my dad. My dad is brilliant! Find something else. But I suspect that for some reason, there was a failure of him being a model for you. And when you say you talk about your life, you say, “hang out with my mother, my sister, and my nephew”. Why was the dad not in the picture in that?

 

Mouthy: I was a Bernie Sanders supporter, you know. Basically, you know, like liberal, but just didn’t buy into the identity politics stuff at all! And had much more like, you know, gentler views about immigration all that stuff. Now dude, what the fuck!

 

Jean: See, this is the loss of naiveness at the moment of red-pilling. Beautiful!

 

Mouthy: My mind has transformed. I have gone from a progressive, years ago, to now, I mean, I don’t know what it is, because I don’t, I guess I am, but I’m not Alt-Right! Because dude, they pissed me off for so fucking long! I was like, fuck these people, dude! That is also why I made the videos. There was like a part of me that was like, fuck these people! We can’t let them go get stronger! You know, this is bullshit! I hate it!

 

And I think that was, because there was some part of my mind that was like a defense mechanism. It was like:

 

“You do not want any part of that, you don’t want any part of it!”

 

It was funny, it’s like right now, I’m literally just saying, I’m just fucking, just saying shit that I want to say, because it’s how I fucking, it’s how I feel! I’ve never done that on this channel! Ever! I always sugarcoat things, or hide it, for likes. But I don’t give a fuck anymore, dude! I’m fucked! I’m fucked!

 

Jean: See really, he’s like Kathy Griffin when she experienced the scandal. He feels like his old life is crumbling.

 

Mouthy: Maybe this could be a really good thing? I started smoking dude, again, about two days ago, because all this stuff was going on. And don’t get me wrong at first I, …

 

 

 

[70:00]

 

 

 

Jean: So yeah the period of his life where he was smoking. He stopped at some point and I started over, two days ago. So I guess that’s why is more much more negating in that audio than he is on his videos, usually. I think that the drugs have reactivated is psychedelic states.

 

Mouthy: I didn’t really, I was like okay, I can totally spin this. I’ve actually have a video that I made that’s like 25 minutes, of just amazing spin! But it actually, not all of it is spin. A lot of it is true! Like I’m not a fucking crypto-fascist, who’s trying to send out fasc, …. I’m trying to, like, do that shit.

 

Jean: Don’t worry! These are trolls on the internet claiming that if you have a true position just state it. And most rational people will just believe you, on your words. Okay so he smoked cigarettes two days ago. He is, but he has been sober for a year and a half.

 

Mouthy: It was just, I guess it was just like, I was interested in the topic and, …

 

Jean: But you say sober, Mouthy Buddha. You also mentioned that you were consuming pills, and that there were pills everywhere on your videos. What are these drugs? Do you count it as being sober, because there are medical drugs?

 

Mouthy: I was like dude! I can make this fucking entertaining as shit, you know, what I mean? And, but dude, at the end of the day I don’t know! I don’t know all the stuff about the jews! I don’t know, dude! I’m not this fucking smart guy. It’s all a facade! It’s all a fucking facade! I am creative. That’s for sure! I don’t like to dope, sorry, sorry! But I do excel in creativity, and music, and stuff like that. And I just, I started using it as a kind of weapon! But maybe I didn’t? But dude, at the end of the day, …

 

Jean: Do your job! Your job is to explore ideas and certain people. You’ve done everything right.

 

Mouthy: People love the videos! Like right, but I just don’t know. I just don’t know this is what I’m supposed to be doing.

 

Jean: There’s nothing you should be doing, or you’re supposed to be doing. There’s no sense in life. Okay, so he was a pill addict, but he doesn’t take any medication. The pill bottles represented his addiction.

 

Mouthy: I want to do things that are kinder.

 

Jean: Make babies! And do things that are kinder for them. Then go out on the world with your sword and your shield and chop heads!

 

Mouthy: And I don’t know about you, but to me, talking about jews is disgusting! It’s just disgusting! This has been such a fucked up series, because I’ve never done like a series like this.

 

Jean: It was a fine series! I liked it!

 

Mouthy: So for me, dude, either, like call people, this is a story dude.

 

Jean: By the way, Mouthy Buddha, if you want to join us you can go on Discord dot jfg dot world, and join the channel. Device chat, the Republic on this card that, jfg dot world. It would be great to hear from you.

 

Mouthy: This guy named David from Israel, a jew, and have all these conversations. So my mind’s going all over the fucking place! And I’m like riding it down, trying to make it, you know, cohesive, trying to make it interesting, trying to make it thought-provoking, trying, … And the first video was well, I mean, it was much better received. Like:

“Oh, okay! I see what he’s doing there! He’s straw manning both sides!”

And the second video dude, here’s the thing, you want to know why people think, why would, …

 

Jean: You didn’t straw man the two sides! You gave a relatively fair representation of one side and you mentioned the other side. It was all fair. Not fair in the sense of being equal for everyone, or being headed toward the truth. It was a fair description of human opinions!

 

Mouthy: You put Nazi propaganda up there, not Nazi propaganda, … Well it’s not, it’s revisionism! Or “Holocaust” denial, or whatever. I mean, at least that’s what I’ve learned. It’s people like David Irving, they don’t like it when you call him about “Holocaust” deniers, you know. But anyways, …

 

Jean: It was fair to say revisionist, and it was fair to use the word. Don’t don’t fall for the guilt used by liberal terrorists! You’re currently in a state of terror.

 

[75:00]

 

Mouthy: It’s not that I did that intentionally! It was actually just a stupid thing. It was like, again, these videos are dressed up so well that people think there’s like, a smart mind behind it. There’s really not. I’m very careless. You know, like, … But I just, I just, I shoot for the stars! And I very, I don’t always stick the landing. I never really do. But, the reason why it’s not rebutted, isn’t an intentional thing, what it is, is that the video, a video hadn’t been out in like a week. It was like god damn man! And these videos take serious time to make!

 

Jean: That is true. Making videos like he does, people don’t do it on YouTube anymore, because it’s just too long. You can’t keep up with the flow of news, if you make so much effort on your visual and audio styles. There’s a lot of work. A video of 10 minutes, the way he does them may take a full week, full time. Two weeks, three weeks to do.

 

Mouthy: And it got to the end, and I was like, you know, dude, I’ll just end it there. I’ll just end it there! It’s an okay. It’s kind of a, it’s kind of a fast ending, but I don’t have time to make another five six minutes, like rebutting that! Actually I really even think about rebutting it. I didn’t think it would get this reaction.

 

Jean: See again, he defines the result of his method by reaction! It’s not reaction. Reaction don’t matter! It matters only to the extent that, okay, you want to have a certain measure of how people will react to your videos, but it’s not the center of your interest. The center of your interest is to follow your own ethics.

 

Mouthy: And once the reaction happened, I was like, that’s fine, you know. I can’t, it’s totally cool. Uh I wasn’t really freaking out about it, I mean, a little bit little part of me was. I was like:

“Oh shit! They fucking think I’m a Nazi! This is not good! This cannot be, this will not work, this will not work out!”

 

But, then like, my mind, like the one intelligent part of my mind was like kicking in and I was making this video! Really orchestrating these arguments, pretty awesome! Like dude, Spino, that video was so unfair dude! Spino! What the fuck! It was so unfair! Like he said, I was making light of the “Holocaust”! I wasn’t!

 

Jean: Don’t be annoyed by these trolls! Spino is not like the most honest intellectual on YouTube, so just don’t walk into their beliefs, as if they are the truth. Those are just perceptions.

 

Mouthy: Like dude, that was about me being mixed race. Anyways, and it was totally disturbing. I don’t see how, like I meant for it to be disturbing. I put like fucking sounds of babies crying and sounds of like scratches on the wall! Like it was intentionally meant to just disturb the fuck out of you! And what I was doing is, I put “Hitler did nothing wrong!” with really brutal footage!

 

Jean: And that was the best moment of your video Matta Buddha. I had my hairs raised on my arm! I was shaking! I almost cried. It was beautiful!

 

Mouthy: And then, what I was trying to do is just fucking hit people over the head with that fucking meme, “Hitler did nothing wrong!” No, he fucking, you know, you know, he did! At least that was, that’s what I was trying to do. Now I see, you see my mind is so fucked right now, that it’s already like no, because the argument is that the reason why all of those jews look like that, Uugh! I can’t even talk about it!

 

But here, I have to say this. The reason why they all looked like that, was because apparently the Nazis, like ran out of resources, I believe that’s the argument. I know I’m butchering it, or something like that. But they either had one, or two choices, you know, give it to their soldiers, or give it to the jews! And, but dude at the same time, it’s like what the fuck! They’re in camps in the first place, you know, what I mean? Jesus! [long pause]

 

I think I’m gonna go now. And I think I’m gonna, I think I’m gonna go for a long time. I’m gonna figure, something, …

 

[79:57]

 

Jean: That’s actually human suffering.

 

Mouthy:… Figure out what it is. It means something to me, and try and find out. Maybe I’ll go on a retreat.

 

Jean: Find a woman for the retreat! Make babies! You’ll see your life will take a whole new meaning.

 

Mouthy: Retreats can be really, really, really powerful and transformative!

 

Jean: Especially with a reproductive vagina.

 

Mouthy: But if I have like, the consciousness, that is just catered for it! When I go into retreat it’s like, BOOM! And I can really, you know, fucking trip! I can trip!

 

Jean: Forget about the trips! You’re tripping a little too much in your life. What you need is to ground your penis into a functionally reproductive vagina!

 

Mouthy: … See and stuff, like when you close your eyes, just like miles!

 

Jean: Let’s try doing it while fucking a woman with no condoms.

 

Mouthy: See, that’s the, that’s the addict in me! And really what I need to do is, be chill and stay focused and be centered. But as for all my patrons, … First of all, thank you! Thank you so much! You guys pay for all my shit! Thank you! It’s so, like I actually feel gratitude, in this moment right now, for all of you! And, thank you so much! So I guess, all of this is just to say that, … I’m not enough, I’m in a really fucked up place!

 

Jean: Too much thinking.

 

Mouthy: I have been I’m, … Okay I love you guys! I really, really do! No matter who you. If you’re a fascist, I fucking love you! If your “Black Lives Matter” — so you see that? My mind brings up antipathy now, when I say that. But even if you are dude, whoever you are, …

 

Jean: [chuckling] He thinks he’s been brainwashed by the alternative-right [laughing] And he’s describing every single thing that happens in his mind!

 

Mouthy: Or whatever you are! Whoever you call yourself, I love you!

 

Jean: All right, so now he’s gone. So yeah, that’s a very interesting case of the transition between “Cuckery” and “Red pilling”. This is the first time I see it being dropped on the public space as honestly as this. And he’s a very confused individual, but I love him too! And that this was not a video to pull him down.

 

Now, as for the lacking father hypothesis, he says on the chat, “My dad has been has been dead for a year now.” And he tells us that is that his dad was brilliant. So it may, it may be that my hypothesis is wrong. It may also be that this event of death has thrown him on a tangent. Of losing his frame, his grounding in life, and now he’s surrounded by women. And he doesn’t have a frame of life, other than YouTube.

 

I don’t know, these are things that would be worth exploring and if he wants to join me, he can join, Discord dot jfg dot world, on the Republic. I’m sure you guys would be interested in hearing him.

 

But it was very insightful. And I thank him for being so honest. This is, this is pure art, like everything he’s been doing on YouTube. And it’s, we are at a very special time of civilization to be having access to such high-quality and harnessed insight into the psychology of a confused individual.

 

So this was jfg, and all our love to Mouthy Buda, even the people who troll you on the chat, Mouthye Buda. This is just my community. They’re assholes! I mean, I’m the Alpha asshole! But they are kind of baby assholes, trying to do like me. They are not so talented, but don’t let yourself be put down by their comments, they’re just trolling and do the same with everything on the Internet.

 

Have a great day!

 

 

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