[Millennial Woes, a Scottish vlogger, discusses his recent doxing by the Main Sewer Media, Hope Not Hate and some low-life anti-fa types  — KATANA.]

 

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YouTube Description

 

 

The story of the attack on me by the Daily Record (including ace reporter Alan McEwen), the Scottish Sunday Herald, and other low-brow newspapers, done in collusion with Hope Not Hate and some gormless Scottish antifa.

 

Part 1: 0:00:00
Part 2: 0:03:57
Part 3: 0:28:02
Part 4: 0:53:48
Part 5: 1:08:42
Part 6: 1:16:53

 

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[This video is not intended to condone violence or hate.]

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-AhMPTFRwPM

 

 

 

A Woes By Any Other Name

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

TRANSCRIPT

 

 

[00:00]

 

 

Part One: Introduction

 

Hello. This video is going to describe what has happened to yours truly over the last few weeks. And it’s going to be quite an involved story, I’m afraid. I’ll try to be brief, but we know that, I don’t tend to do that successfully very often. Nonetheless, I will try. But before I get into what happened, first things first. I’ve got a few messages from various people. To my supporters. These are the most important people. Thank you very, very much for the help you’ve given me over the last seven days! Thank you for the donations which have been very generous and numerous and certainly have made my immediate future more navigable than it was before. And also, thank you for the countless messages of moral support and encouragement that you’ve sent. Well, … It would have been pretty awful without them, honestly. I would have felt quite alone without that, so thank you!

 

To the public. I do not hate. This is contrary to what you will have read about me in the press. These ridiculous articles that are being printed, or have been printed. I want to give you my side of things. You need to be able to see me as I am and not as these hack journalists portray me. I do not hate. I do not spew hate on this channel, or anywhere else. And I don’t, I don’t encourage hate either. And certainly not deliberately. I’ve no interest in doing that. I never have had any interest in doing that.

 

I mean, we’ll get into that later. Anyway, to the police, because I know that I’ve probably been reported for “hate speech” in the last few days. I mean, I expect so.

 

So on to the police. Honestly, it seems to me [laughing] that you have better things to do than investigate someone like me. I’m just a guy talking about the world and trying to do so honestly. And that’s all I’ve ever been doing on this channel. But, I know that you have to follow up on things. So, maybe I’ll be speaking to you soon.

 

To the Scottish Government and judiciary. I don’t believe I’ve said anything illegal on my channel and I don’t think it’s “hate speech”. That is just an infantile category, of course. But I don’t think that what I do qualifies as “hate speech”. However, if you do put me on trial —and this is not threat. This is just what I think is likely to happen. If you do put me on trial for “hate speech” I think it will backfire hugely on yourselves, for various reasons. I have international support. Tens of thousands of people I know will rally around and it will just look ridiculous to put someone like me on trial. However, I’ll go into in more detail in a future video. For now, let’s concentrate on what has happened recently in the last two weeks.

 

 

Part Two: What Happened

 

OK, so we’ll start with our rundown, a chronological rundown of what happened, starting from the 19th of November last year, 2016. And with the NPI [National Policy Institute] gathering in Washington DC. This is my, the third conference I’d attended and everything was going just swimmingly — up until the end of Richard Spencer’s speech, when some people gave Nazi salutes in the audience.

 

 

Now, I’ve talked about this before on the channel, briefly, but I think it’s worth emphasizing there were about, at least, three hundred people there, I believe, at that conference. And from the footage it looks like about four people did these salutes. I don’t know who they were. I saw one of them bragging about it on a forum.

 

[05:00]

 

I don’t know if they were leftist infiltrators. I don’t know if they were just young men drunk and showing bravado. And I don’t know if they were genuine neo Nazis. But what I do know is that they did not represent the majority of that audience, or anything like it. They’re a tiny minority.

And certainly it’s irritating when people do something like that and I get associated with it. That’s, it’s annoying! It’s inconvenient. Of course, it’s worth saying that our opponents on the opposite side of the spectrum do not have any fear about being associated with the extremists. Indeed, well some people who have attacked me recently, are proper Marxists and they have no shame about that, whatsoever.

 

But, let’s leave that aside, the point is that “Heilgate”, as it has come to be known, clearly sow the seeds for trouble later on. I had premonitions about NPI. I thought something was going to happen at NPI. And as it turns out I was absolutely right. Three days after the conference, on the 22nd of November, some Leftie blog in Edinburgh, … Well I don’t know if it’s in Edinburgh, or Glasgow. Somewhere in Scotland. This Marxist blog, “A Thousand Flowers”

 

Now you can talk about the genesis of that name. The irony is delicious! Chairman Mao [laughing loudly] for God’s sake! Chairman Mao! And, in fact, I don’t really care to, it would take too long part. The point is, Chairman Mao asked for people to give their opinions, their criticisms of his regime. And then when those criticisms were too harsh, too inconvenient, he turned against it and halted the campaign and imprisoned people!

 

And I thought, now when I read about that, I had heard the phrase “One Hundred Flowers” that was what it was called, this campaign. I’ve heard of before, but didn’t really know what it was. And when I Googled this I thought, “Fuck me!” you know, this total lack of self reflection! Which I’ve come to really associate with the Left. Perfectly example provided by Chairman Mao! When things go bad, … In fact, first of all you say you’re going to do this, but then, when it goes bad you just renege on that earlier promise. And then also you don’t, you know, you are not honest with the people and you’re honest with yourself either. Because you told yourself that you’re being open minded, but you weren’t at all. And you told yourself you’re being benign, or that you were a benign person. But, in fact, there’s venom in you! There’s hatred in you!

 

So, the fact that these people would choose the name, “A Thousand Flowers” for their blog, I can’t help, but think it’s significant. Are they hoping to be ten times as self deluded as Chairman Mao?

 

Anyway. So, three days after NPI, these people, this blog published a post about me, because I had spoken at that conference. It’s worth saying that the speech I gave was not really, it certainly wasn’t political, it was philosophical and spiritual. But, of course, that’s of no importance to these people. I’m just evil to them! So, I have to be vilified.

 

 

 

And in that blog post they asked people to sell me out. They asked people to contact them with my details. Much as “Hope Not Hate”, has done eighteen months earlier, it’s worth saying. I did a video about that at the time. There’s no point going into it now. Now that was on the 22nd. The very next day, the 23rd, “The Daily Record” a Scottish tabloid, gutter newspaper, published an article. It was not on a prominent article, I think it was towards the back of the paper. And it was titled:

“Who is this mystery Scottish racist who spoke at a rally where White supremacists gave Nazi salutes in support of Donald Trump!”

 

And then it continued:

“The vile blogger, believed to be from Edinburgh, gave a speech at a White Nationalist conference in Washington DC that has sparked a political firestorm!”

 

 

And you can see them sensationalizing here. But, I also have to point out that the use of this word “vile” which is repeated over and over in The Daily Record coverage of me. Enough! I’m not going to go into that.

 

[10:00]

 

This article also asked people to e-mail, or phone the Daily Record with my information. Again, they were trying to get people to sell me out. And we’ll get into that later, but I just do want to ask, just drop the question in here. Why is it important? Why am I, why is my name important? Why is my age important? Why is my address important? Why is any of this important? Why do they want these details? Is it, because knowing these details will help them to understand my ideas? Why? Will it help the public to understand my ideas? How? There’s no reason for them to want this information.

 

I said the same thing when Hope Not Hate tried to find me. It’s just ridiculous! It’s childish! Anyway, the print version of that article, which appeared the next day, I think, had the headline twisted! “Can you identify a racist scum bag?” Again, that this puerile, childish, spiteful, ignorant, close minded, yeah hateful, I think has the word, prose is not worthy of a national newspaper. And is not worthy of the British public. It’s insulting to everyone and well, as for me, I think calling me a racist scum bag is just ludicrous!

 

I think it’s absurd!

 

Anyway, that was going on and I was still in America at this stage. I think I came back, I should say I went back to Scotland about two weeks later. And it was decided as a result of all this new controversy, — which I have not sought, I had not wanted and they said later that sought, that I got notoriety, or I won notoriety — I had never, I’ve never wanted notoriety!

 

But anyway, as a result of all this exposure, it was decided that I would move out, because I’ve been living with my dad. I decided that I would move out and get a flat of my own. It’s worth, it’s important to point out that my dad does not share my views. None of my relatives are very political, at all! And we agreed that it wasn’t fair for him, or them, to be associated with my views.

 

So, I was going to move out. And, if you’re wondering why I at the age of thirty four was still living with my father, that’s gone into my channel long, long ago. So I was going to move out, but before I could do that I had the Millennial, the “Christmas Hangeouts” on my channel to organize and host. So, things had to be delayed. I couldn’t do it. However, by the fifth of January I was well on the way to finding a place of my own and I was probably about three weeks away from moving out.

 

But then the next thing happened. On Thursday the fifth of January, 2017. There was a knock at the door at my house — my dad’s house — and I went and answered it. And I he’s twenty five or twenty six.

 

I can’t remember what he said. I think he said, “Hello. Collin?”

 

And I said, “Yes?”

 

And he said:

“We’re here to talk to you. We’re here from the National. We want to talk to you about Millennial Woes.”

 

And I said — this was the first time, I mean, this was, immediately I knew, OK. I’ve been found. That’s it!

 

And I said:

“I don’t want to talk to you about that. I’ve got nothing to say about that.”

 

And then he started talking, started saying something else. And then I noticed a car parked nearby with the window rolled down. And I said to him, “Is that guy taking photos?” I think it was a guy. I think there was a guy in there taking photos. And I said that to the journalist and he paused for a second and then said, “Yes”. And I looked him right in the eye and I said, “Go away!” And I was angry. I was disgusted!

 

We’ll get into that later.

 

[15:00]

 

So, he began, he actually looked scared, I have to say. He looked scared. I don’t kn why. And he began turning away and I just closed the door. So that was that. And then, what happened then? What happened then? Oh yeah. Nothing happened the next day. And then on what must have been the Saturday, Saturday the seventh of January. It was decided that I should just leave. I should just leave, because they’re going to keep coming now and indeed they did. I arranged my flight, my escape from Britain that day, on Saturday.

 

And then, at about noon, there was another knock at the door and I knew it was going to be a journalist, so I didn’t answer. And I have to say, this is the first time I’ve been in this kind of situation and I didn’t seek it out. I didn’t want it. I don’t really, I don’t want fame.

 

I’m happy just working on YouTube. And to suddenly be thrown into this position where you’re having to deal, where you’re being publicly broadcast, like to everyone, nationwide, not just by an internet YouTube channel, but for a national newspaper. To be thrust into the public limelight and to have journalists coming to your house knocking on your door and, you know, that they don’t mean you well. You know, that they have malice for you. And to be in that position is rather scary, rather intimidating actually. For the first, … I think if it happened again I would deal with it a hell of a lot better, but it was scary!

 

It was intimidating because, you know, these people mean you harm. It’s not that they’re going to beat you up, or something, but they think you’re a bad person. That’s the only reason they’re at your house. And so they have come to your house. They’ve come to your sanctuary. You know, your place where you’re safe from the whole world and they have violated that. They have taken that away from you. And, of course, this is the whole point. This is something that the the media have done to people for ever! And it’s disgusting! I mean you would think that they were dealing with really villainous people. People who deserve something like that. People who had committed crimes, you know, violent crimes.

 

I mean just to emphasis, all I’ve done is say things on YouTube and I’ve gone to three conferences, spoken at three conferences. Anyway, a certainly on a Saturday there was a knock at the door and I knew it was going to be a journalist. So I just ignored it. And then I heard this voice coming round the back. He must have gone round the back of the house, trespassing on my father’s property, it’s worth saying. And he went around the back of the house, down the driveway, I think into the back garden. And I heard him say, what was it? It was a voice of this age, youngish guy, middle class, but not well spoken.

 

I think he said something like:

“Colin! Mr. Robertson! Are you there? Want to ask you a few questions!”

 

And I thought:

“For fuck’s sake!”

 

And, of course, I just, I didn’t do anything. I was just sitting there waiting for him to fuck off! And eventually he did.

 

I don’t know how long he stayed for. But eventually he left.

 

I think this was Liam. Let’s say, Liam, from the “A Thousand Flowers” blog.

 

I don’t know. I don’t know for sure. It might have been someone else from that blog. Or it might have been someone, … I don’t know. I think they did say that they had gone to the house that day. And he said, “We want to ask you a few questions.” So maybe it was multiple people from that blog. I don’t know.

 

Anyway, at four thirty that day, the Saturday, I decided to email the National telling them that if they published the photos that they’d taken there on the Thursday, or my name or address, or anything like that, I would take a legal action against them.

 

[20:06]

 

It is interesting that three hours after that e-mail was sent, “A Thousand Flowers” doxed me by publishing the article. So I suspect that there was some communication between – and I don’t, can’t prove that. It’s just this supposition. I think that the National had communicated with “A Thousand Flowers” saying:

 

“He’s threatened legal action against us, so we won’t publish it, so you go ahead and break the story, and that will circumvent normal journalistic rules and laws”.

 

I think that’s maybe what happened, but I don’t know, and I’ll never be able to prove it.

 

So they published that at 7.30 p.m., roundabout. And one thing they did that did amuse me actually, about that article on “A Thousand Flowers”. It said:

“After an extensive investigation we can reveal who Millennial Woes is”.

 

And I have to say, you know, I don’t know these people personally, obviously, I’ve never met them, or anything, but I suspect that this is all self-aggrandisement. I don’t think that they had launched any “extensive investigation”. I doubt that they’d done anything at all. I think what happened was that simply, someone who knows me in real life – and I also I think I know who it was as well – but I think someone who knows me in real life sold me out. I think they probably contacted the National, who then gave the information to “A Thousand Flowers”.

 

So, I think that’s what happened. I don’t think there was any extensive investigation by these these numpties at “A Thousand Flowers”. So, that’s what I think happened. I think someone contacted the National to sell me out, the National came to my house, but they were then ordered by me not to reveal the information, so they passed it on to “A Thousand Flowers”, who published the information and then passed on to the Daily Record. Which I think also happened in November. I think it was “A Thousand Flowers” first, and then immediately the next day the Daily Record.

 

So, I think there’s communication between them as well, especially, because the guy who runs “A Thousand Flowers” has previously written articles for The Daily Record. So, there we go. I just need to emphasize this, I can’t prove it! I don’t know for sure! It’s just what I suspect. I think there was collusion going on between the official press and anti-fa.

 

OK. So that was the Saturday. I was doxed on that Saturday at 7.30. And then on the Sunday at about two p.m. – oh, well, before that my mother phoned to say that people had been round at her house. And they’d asked about me and she just closed the door in their face, which was rather amusing. But then I knew that they were bound to be coming round to my dad’s house. And, of course, just a few minutes later they did. And, you know, what it was? Someone knocking at the front door; but not in a normal way. Not in a warm way. It was three ominous thumps on the door like this: [knocks on table three times] . Like that. And I didn’t know who they were. I heard voices, and then they began talking to my neighbours, and it sounded like it was multiple men, that I didn’t know – it was difficult to tell. I looked outside and I saw the car.

 

And there was a fat old guy in there looking at his phone and – he never seemed to put his phone down – and I looked out about ten minutes later and he was still there, and his colleague was still talking to my neighbours. It was really weird, and eventually they drove away. But then they came back, and then at that point I called the police, because I thought this is scary. Frankly, this is intimidating! And I’ll admit I was intimidated. Well done!

So, I called the police. Because I didn’t know if these were the same people who’d come the two times before – I didn’t know who they were. So, the police arrived and I had, oddly enough, I had spoken to both of them. It was two policemen, and I knew them both, because they had been at my house before, but we’ll get to that later.

 

[25:01]

 

They ended up going outside and speaking to the two – oh yeah, because that was it, the men had gone away by the time the police arrived, the men had gone away, again.

 

So then the police came in and spoke to me, but then the men came back for a third time and they were outside. One of the policemen went out and spoke to them, then both of the police went and spoke to them, and they’re talking to them for ages. It was like forty minutes or something. They ID’d the two men, it turned out that they were Daily Record journalists, and they told the police that there was going to be an article about me published the very next day.

 

So, there was the fat old guy. I don’t know who he was. Maybe it was a photographer. Maybe he was hoping to get some photos of me. I don’t know. And then there was a younger guy. He was very tall. And I think he was Alan McEwen, but I don’t know, it was difficult to see. And that was really it. The men left after quite a long time. They’d spoken to several of my neighbours, and they had tried to frighten me. And it succeeded, honestly – I’ll be honest – and I think they had wanted to, well, do what journalists do. Do what unscrupulous, ruthless journalists have always done, which is to get someone on their doorstep, ask them a bunch of awkward questions, take photos of them looking scared etcetera.

 

So, they didn’t get what they wanted, but they did at least get to manipulate my neighbours and inconvenience two police officers. And then they got a few quotes for their story, and then eventually they left.

 

And then, later that night, I left my house. I left that room. I was packing up the computer, I was packing up everything — frantically — and I was spirited away from that room where I created Millennial Woes!

All right, in the next segment, I will talk about the articles that were published the next day and in the subsequent days.

 

 

Part Three: The Newspaper Articles

 

I could dissect the various articles that were written, but I don’t think there’s much point. They are simply disingenuous, hateful hate pieces, and they’re misleading, they’re manipulative; they’re awful! You know, I was never really – I had heard the phrase the gutter press – but I didn’t really know the reality of it until now. And, well, it’s sickening! Just sickening! The way they have portrayed me; the way they’ve lied about me, and picked out certain things, exaggerated them, given them undue emphasis, lied by omission, twisted certain things; it’s just awful!

 

And now – but I won’t go through dissecting them, but I will just pick up on certain things that I think especially relevant.

 

So, the next day, Monday – this is the ninth of January 2017 – the piece was published. And this was written by the same journalist who wrote the previous Daily Record piece in November, Allen McKeown. And it was titled “Meet the Vile Vlogger” – the word “vile” again, they are very fond of that – “Meet the vile vlogger, his racist rants have made him a global internet sensation!”. Now, the phrase, “a global internet sensation” is, you know, – I’d like, you know, in a way: I don’t seek fame, but it would be kind of nice to be “a global internet sensation”: It would feed my ego – but the truth is that’s ludicrous exaggeration. My channel had fewer than twenty thousand subscribers at this time, when this was published. And that is… I’m not a global internet sensation and I’m a – I’m still a very long way from being that, so they’re sort of over egging my impact; my reach and my fame, or my infamy. So it’s absurd!

 

[30:21] 

 

But anyway, it’s worth pointing out that this was not only, … It had a lot more prominence than the previous Daily Record article in November. This was a front page article! I was, … My face was plastered over the front page of The Daily Record.

 

 

 

Ironically enough, next an article about a British woman who was accused of adultery by her violent Muslim husband in Bahrain and had successfully got a quickie divorce from him. I mean, for God’s sake! Anyway, … Let’s just ignore that.

 

So, the subtitle of this article was:

“The 34 year old extremist YouTube star is a jobless ex-student who films his hate filled videos from a bedroom at his dad’s!”

 

Now, a few things. “Extremist!” Who’s the extremist? You know, I’ve said it before, I’ll say it again. All I want is a safe society for my people, for my ethnic group. That’s just what everyone else in the whole fucking world wants, and had, up until very recently! You know, I mean, we demonized the phrase, “Britain for the British!” Why? What’s so bad about that? And what so extreme about that? It’s the way we evolved, it’s the way we are! Every other ethnic group wants this and most of them have it.

 

So what’s wrong with us wanting it? What’s wrong, what’s so extreme about me wanting that? That’s all I want.

 

Now, I think the extremists are the ones, I think the situation is extreme! You know, this drastic mixing of global populations that’s going on just now. I think that’s a very extreme phenomenon! And I think the extremists are the ones who are perfectly happy with this radical change that’s going on. I think they’re the extremists. I think I’m just, … All I want is what our grandparents had and took for granted! Is that really extreme?

 

I don’t understand how that’s extreme!

 

I don’t want a totalitarian dictatorship. I don’t want goose stepping up and down the streets. And I don’t want any of these things that we associate with extremists. I don’t want violence, I don’t want bombs, I don’t want terrorism.

 

Am I an extremist?

 

I don’t understand.

 

That’s my first objection to this ludicrous subtitle. The second one is the word “jobless” here. It describes me as a jobless, well the editor, whoever it was who came up with this. Describes me as a “jobless ex-student”. So, let’s deal with that, “jobless”. I’m not jobless! And the Millennial Woes project is my job. It’s my full time job! It’s what I do all the time. And if my channel gets taken down, by the way, Millennial Woes will still be my job. I’ll simply migrate onto other platforms, like many people have done before me.

 

This is my life and it’s my job. And I am certainly not jobless. But that’s just completely dishonest to describe me in that way.

 

And then the other one, “ex-student”. [laughing heartily] I mean, that’s one of these phrases that doesn’t actually mean much at all, if anything. But it’s just designed to sound bad! And the fact of the matter is, anyone who was once a student is an “ex” student. Now I’m used to be a student, then I graduated. Now I’m an ex-student. Though, I don’t think there’s anything to hate there. I don’t think there’s anything laughable about that! So, what are they playing at? This manipulative nonsense!

 

And then finally, “his hate filled videos”.

 

What the hell! [laughing] You know, maybe I sound hateful in this video, because I’m talking about people who have personally attacked me, but I don’t think I’m genuinely, … In fact, I’m sure I’m not hateful. I think that’s just a lie!

 

It’s so manipulative, it’s so, … It’s such a tainted version of, … A tainted representation of my channel and my work to say that it’s hateful. It’s dishonest, just dishonest! I think it’s bullshit to say that I’m hateful and to say that my work is somehow motivated by hate, or driven by hate.

 

[35:09]

 

No, I don’t accept that at all. It certainly goes on, Robertson, that is me Colin Robertson, admits being reported to police over his videos. Now again, quite frankly, this is just a lie! They are just lying! I do not admit to being reported to police. It wouldn’t surprise me if I’ve been reported to police, because as I said, because of the very sensitive climate that we live in now. But, I have no idea whether I’ve ever been reported to the police. It seems likely to me, but I don’t know whether it’s happened. And therefore why would I admit to it having happened?

 

I’ve never admitted to it! I don’t know that it’s happened. So they’re saying that I’ve admitted to being reported to the police. No! No!

 

And so, that’s what I wanted to talk about, the article. And I want to also, … Oh yeah, I said that neighbors said they’d seen police officers call at his home late last year. It’s another quote:

“Neighbor said they’d seen police officers call at his home, late last year.”

 

Now, I think it’s definitely worth going into this, because I think it is very significant. It wasn’t late last year, it was at the end of June. It was on the day of the Brexit referendum funnily enough. I had a hangout in the morning and then had a hangout at night and in between that and then after the second hangout as well, I was dealing with something. I was dealing with something very serious. Which required the attendance of the police at my house. So I’m going to tell you what it was. Just to show you how malicious and disgusting it is that they mentioned this.

 

The truth is, that the police have indeed known who I am, since at least at the end of June and the Brexit referendum day at the latest. And maybe before then, but definitely since then. And I know this, because I doxed myself to the police on that day, June last year. And I did this in order to save a man’s life! How about that?

 

Somebody contacted me through the channel. He was very depressed. I tried to counsel him, that was a few weeks before. Then he contacted me on that day, telling me that he was going to kill himself. I tried to talk him out of it. He was determined he was going to kill himself.

 

So I contacted the police. They came to my house and interviewed me. They asked me how I got in touch, or how this guy had got in touch with me. I told them. I told them about the channel. They asked what it was called. I told them what it was called. So they knew from that point on, Colin Robertson, Millennial Woes at that address. And I then stayed up all night. Oh well, I did the second hangout about Brexit. And then the police arrived again at my house and we stayed up all night with police sitting next to me in the living room. And we were emailing this guy, trying to talk him out of it. And in the process of this they were able to locate him and save his life. Save him in time. He did actually attempt suicide. But, because of my help — I’m not bragging here, it’s just the facts of the matter — because of my help they were able to get him in time to save his life. And that is why there were police and my house.

 

So, you could say that there were police at my house, because of my channel, back then. But the truth is without my channel that man would now be dead!

 

So, I can legitimately say that I have saved lives with my channel and I wonder what Alan McEwen can say that he has achieved, with his work?

 

So! It really is fucking infuriating! And that’s why there were police outside my house. Not, because I’ve done something bad! It was because I was trying to save someone’s life!

 

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As I say, ever since that day, they’ve known who I am, where I lived. So if they’d wanted to contact me they could have at any time and they haven’t. And also those two police who came and interviewed me about the man, they were the two police who came, … If go when the Daily Record journalists were outside my house. That’s how I knew them.

 

Anyway, last Monday, last week, Monday the ninth. That was the day I left Britain so as to avoid any further encounters with shitty, immoral journalists! And frankly also, because I felt there was a lynch mob coming after me! And that certainly seemed to be what the newspapers were trying to promote, trying to encourage. I no longer felt safe in Linlithgow. I no longer felt safe in Edinburgh, and since I’m not a physical guy, I thought it was best not to risk it. I’m not going to become a martyr, not pointlessly, not just like that.

 

And then once I reached my destination, I made a video, “Fugitive Woes” explaining the situation and asking for donations. And also saying that it might be the last video I uploaded to the channel. And I thought it was likely that the channel may get taken down.

 

And I also thought it was likely that I would be a reported for hate speech! Just all these SJW’s, all these antifas. And so I thought, I’m probably going to be, I might well be in court, sometime soon And so, if so, I’m going to need money. And before that I’m going to need money to move around, because if antifa is going to pursue me, then — and people will put me up, but only for so long — so I’m going to have to move between different places. I needed money and that’s why I asked for donations. That’s why I “begged” for donations, in the words of the Daily Record!

 

Now that was two days later. The next day, the tenth, the Daily Record put out their second article. This time anonymously. And can I just point out, the disgusting, laughable hypocrisy of boasting about “unmasking” someone and not even having the balls to use your own name! Because he done it before, the previous article was done by Alan McEwen, this one was anonymous Record reporter. Maybe it was McEwen who wrote it, maybe not. We’ll never know. He was anonymous. And this one of was titled “Vile vlogger” remember “vile”, I think this is the third time, the third time they described me as “vile”!

“Vile vlogger, Colin Robertson could face police probe over racists rants!”

 

 

And then:

“We unmasked Collin Robertson yesterday!” [laughing]

“… And Hope Not Hate say that he should face a police investigation.”

 

Now, this is a bit weird, honestly. I think that they were doing some sort of damage control with this article. I think they realized that they had gone too far with the previous article and therefore they were probably going to need to make me look like even more of a villain. So they, I think, they were trying to encourage people to report it to the police. And they were trying to encourage the police to investigate me. So they were then wouldn’t have to answer for vilifying me. I think that’s what the Daily Record was doing here.

 

As for Hope Not Hate, who they had apparently consulted about my “villainy” — Hope Not Hate is a joke organization, but we’ll get to them in a few minutes. And then on the next day, and by this time they’d seen my video “Fugitive Woes”, this is on the eleventh of January. Again, an anonymously written article in the Daily Record.

“Vile”, yet again, the fourth time:

“Vile YouTube racist flees to US and puts out the begging bowl after the Record exposes him!”

 

What fucking heroes you are, Daily Record! What public servants!

 

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And then the subtitle:

“Hate filled vlogger Colin Robertson says he may have posted his last vile rant, …” the fifth time!

 

And it says:

“... He may have posed as his last vile rant online as he begs supporters for donations to keep him going!”

 

 

So, just in that sentence alone at least these two, the words “vile, racist, begging, hate filled, vile” and “begs”. Now, I know that I’m ranting a bit in this video for, I think, understandable reasons, but just thinking about these words here, “vile, racist, begging, hate filled, vile, begs” do you think they’re being fair to me?

 

Do you think our press are being fair, even handed, open minded?

 

I mean, I’m angry! Right now, I’m fucking angry at these people! If I sound hate filled, [laughing] I think you can understand why. And if I’m ranting, I think you can understand why.

 

It’s a campaign of vilification. And I don’t want to sound like I’m feeling sorry for myself. Honestly, this hasn’t been the most fucking pleasant experience!

 

And I’m sure they’ll probably write another article, once they see this video, they’ll probably, write another article, saying, you know, vile, whatever, does something, moans about us doing our duty as a public, … For, fuck off! Just, just fuck off! This sickens me, sickens me! The tactics, that attitude! The lack of scruples.

 

Anyway, that’s pretty much all I’m going to say about the Daily Record, I think. Yeah, I think so.

 

So we’ll move on to some other things.

 

Oh yeah, there were articles in various other papers. They’ve been spawned by this Daily Record campaign. If I remember correctly, these other peoples were the Daily Mail, the Daily Mirror, The Sun and the Scottish Sunday Herald.

 

 

Now I won’t talk about the others, but the Scottish Sunday Herald article is interesting, because, [laughing] well firstly, because it uses a photo taken by The National’s photographer back on the Thursday. The first, the fifth, when he had been, .. I thought, it looks like, … I thought the photographer had been hiding in the car with the window rolled down. But that was off to the left. This photo looks like it was taken right in front of the door. So, I don’t know how that happened maybe he was hiding in the opposite driveway, the opposite side of the road. I don’t know! But it’s a weird, it’s a strange. And also I have to say that the photo off me is so dreadfully bad! It’s a terrible, terrible photo! [laughing] This is kind of thing you just gotta laugh about, you know. It’s, you see this photo of me and I look, … They’ve made me look as bad as possible! I’m sure they’re probably took dozens of photos in those few seconds, that I’ve had the door open. But they’ve chosen the one where I look awful.

 

It’s amazing that there are photographers, and this is part of the malice of the press, there are photographers whose job it is, to make their subjects look as bad as possible. In this case there’s no way to sugarcoat it. I look like a whale! Coming up for air out of the sea! And it’s terrible. But I don’t know, I mean, I think they must have caught me in middle-sentence, or something. I don’t know. My mouths wide open. I look terrible!

 

Anyway. It’s one of those things. It does bother one! You know, it’s like, “God, could you have made me look any worse?” And they’re obviously trying to make me, make the public think, “God! What a fat loser!” and “How stupid he looks, how thick he looks!” and so on. Whatever!

 

 

So, that was one thing. And the other thing that was interesting about the Herald article is that it had this quote from some guy from Hope Not Hate. And in that it was Joe Mulhall from Hope Not Hate and here’s the quotation.

“If the American stuff hadn’t happened, he would just be an online irrelevance, his YouTube views aren’t massive, but the American stuff makes him of interest,” “It pulls him into the higher leagues of this cesspool of people all pumping this stuff out online.”

 

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And that’s Joe Mulhall. I have to say, if I am just an online irrelevance, then why was your organization trying to hunt me down, trying to get people to sell me out, trying to get my details as far back as eighteen months ago in July, 2015. It’s a bit weird isn’t it? For your organization to do that to someone who’s just an online irrelevance. Of course, the same questions apply as applied with the Daily Record. Why do you want my details? Why do you want my name? Why do you want my age? Why do you all my address? What has that got to do with any of my ideas? What has it got to do with my work? I don’t think it’s got anything to do with my work, or my ideas! I think you’re just trying to intimidate people!

 

I think that’s why you asked them for my, … Why you asked people to sell me out, eighteen months ago, Hope not Hate. First, I invited you to a debate on the channel where we could talk about our ideas and our disagreements, but you’ve never got in touch, because you don’t do that kind of thing. That would be too reasonable, that would be too human. You’re in the business of intimidation and silencing.

 

Fucking pieces of shit!

 

But, to be fair to Joe Mulhall, maybe he doesn’t know about this, that his organization which wanted to hunt me down eighteen months ago.

 

So, let’s assume that he’s speaking honestly and he sees me as just an online irrelevance. Until I got involved with NPI. Well in that case, I have to say I think he’s rather behind the times. Now, to say that someone is just an online irrelevance, that’s really behind the times when it comes to cultural movements. The fact is they are online now. Everything important happens online nowadays. Apart, obviously, from real life instance when someone gets shot, or whatever. You know, cultural movements happen online.

 

And I think this is very interesting, because it shows that these people that Hope not Hate and similar organizations are still dinosaurs! I mean, they still think it’s the nineties. And they can vilify nationalists, when they think that Nationalists are just bugs, skinheads marching down a street causing trouble. And, of course, even then they were organizations like Hope not Hate were demonizing them out of hand. But still, I know that those guys were not angels. But the point is that Hope not Hate and similar organizations have not moved forward. They think and they’re desperate to paint people like me, as people like that. Because, if they didn’t do that then they would have to engage with me on an intellectual level. They would have to engage my ideas. And they’ll never do that! Because whenever they do try that, they lose.

 

So they have to say things like this, what was the phrase, “this cesspool of people pumping this stuff out”.

 

Whatever! And I just think it’s rather interesting and I think that Hope not Hate are a bunch of dinosaurs and as I get to in the next segment, I think that the mainstream media, the legacy media, the Daily Record and so on, I think they’re just a bunch of dinosaurs as well.

 

Anyway, we’ll get to that in a wee minute.

 

 

 

Part Four: Thoughts on the Legacy Media

 

OK, in this segment I’m going to summarize the newspaper coverage. Hopefully get this over with.

 

All right, so some questions for the media. Of course they’ll never answer them, but still, let’s just put them out as rhetorical questions.

 

What is the purpose of going to my house? What is the point of that? Do you really think you’re going to get an enlightening calm interview by showing up out of the blue to someone to whom you are clearly vehemently opposed and who you are at trying to set up. And trying to get his neighbors, also poised against him? Do you think you’re going to get some choice “quotes”? Do you think you’re going to get a picture of the real man, the real person by just showing up at the house, out of the blue? Doesn’t seem very likely. I think if you don’t expect to get a good interview from me, or from similar people by showing up at our houses.

 

I think you do that specifically and solely to intimidate to make them feel unsafe in their own homes. I think that’s why you do it. And that’s what you were hoping to do. I think you’re also going to get some horrible photos of me as well, looking shocked that I’ve been discovered!

 

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So another question for you, because you’re not going to answer them so I’ll move on to the next. What is the purpose of printing my name and address in public? Was the point? It’s my ideas that matter, not me. I am not important at all! And as for my address, what on earth does that have to do with my work, or of my ideas, or anything that I do? Why do people, why do the public need to know where I live? Are you crazy? I mean, that, all you did was, … Let’s just cut to the chase Daily Record and need all these other papers.

 

The only reason you did that was to endanger me! That’s what I think. And that’s what a lot of people think. I think is what a lot of the public who are not connected to me in any way also think about this. About what you’ve done.

 

And then, finally another question What is the purpose of talking to my neighbors? And by the way, apparently he, I don’t know whether I said this earlier, but I’m going to include it again. He said to my neighbor, one of them, because I talked to him afterwards. This neighbor, apparently the journalist said to him:

“So, how does it feel to be neighbors with our racist and anti-semite?”

 

Again, are you expecting, or what are you expecting? And he asked some other questions like that. Are you expecting truth, calm reasoned discussion? I don’t think you are.

 

I also think you don’t care about how it affects me, or my family, when you say something like that to my neighbors.

 

And then, as for the articles themselves, it’s difficult to avoid noticing that they don’t contain a single argument against my ideas, or my views, or my opinions. Not a single argument! And there’s just demonization of my ideas, my opinions, and so on. And character assassination of me! Often quite pointed and ruthless, merciless, below the belt! And I shouldn’t be surprised. I’m not really surprised, but I just want to point it out. That they don’t make any attempt to refute my ideas about the world, about people, or anything. Just demonize those ideas and demonize me.

 

Another point that has to be made about, especially about the tabloids, especially about the Daily Record articles, is the puerile prose! Honestly, it would be marked down if it were an essay at school. It’s appalling! It’s very, very bad writing! Not grammatically, it’s grammatically correct, but the attitude! I mean, if I’d written an essay like that at school I would have been marked down, very much, because, apart from anything else, it shows no lack of interest [sic] whatsoever in the subject, or his ideas, or his reasons for holding them. It’s just a rant! I mean, if you want to see a rant, read one of these articles about me in the Daily Record. They constantly insist that I constantly rant.

 

If you want to see “hate”, read one of those articles about me. You’ll see hate. They’re appalling, it’s terrible journalism!

 

It’s also worth pointing out that they’re attacking someone for his ideas, not his deeds. This is something in itself. A person’s moral value being judged not by what he does, but by what he believes. That is an interesting intellectual discussion to be had about that.

 

I think that, perhaps, someone’s beliefs are a reflection of their core nature, to some extent. But, you can’t afford to judge them in that way, because it’s just, … I mean, everyone has all sorts of beliefs that they may not act upon, or rather they may not want the world to know, because they’re not sure. And they’re not sure about how it fits into a bigger system and so on. So to judge someone by their ideas is very slippery ground, indeed. And that’s why we insist on judging them by their actions. That’s just a prerequisite of living in a sane society.

 

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And then, another point I wanted to make about everything that’s happened, is old media tactics, legacy media tactics. And I use that phrase quite gleefully, the legacy media, because I think these dinosaurs are doomed. We’ll get to that in a minute. Let’s just talk about these tactics.

 

You have to know the person’s name. You have to publicize their name! You have to publicize their address! And you have to show up at their door, out of the blue, even though this does not in any way aid the discourse! Which is what you’re supposed to be doing. I mean, that’s what I do, public discourse, journalism. That’s public discourse. But these tactics of basically intimidation. They don’t aid that in any way. And I think nowadays we know that, it’s just, it’s so crass and obvious.

 

I don’t think that the alternative media will go in for that kind of thing, so much. I think it’s very often an other age, a previous age. And everyone can see the cruelty of them. The crassness of then.

 

And then as for trying to set my neighbors against me. Get me ostracized in my community and ruin my life. And let’s not beat about the bush, that is what they tried to do. The Daily Record has tried to ruin my life! Let’s not split hairs about that. That’s what they’ve tried to do.

 

And them failed, of course! But that is what they’ve tried to do, nothing short of that. So trying to set my neighbors against me! God! I don’t know what to say! There’s no, … It’s just so obviously, self evidently wrong and immoral. So, yeah! OK.

 

And then the issue of free speech. They shut down the comment thread under these articles, because they’re getting such bad feedback from the public. Thye shut down the comments threads after trying to shut down me. [laughing] It’s ludicrous! And then, the other thing, witch hunt slash lynch mob. That’s what they were doing! They were engaging in a witch hunt. And it might not be over yet? You know, I mean, I talk in the past tense but they might still continue it. I don’t know. But if they do, I want this video, I want this video to survive on. This video to be evidence of what they’ve done from my point of view. I want my side of the story to be out there. This is why it is essential to do this video. Because these people are expert at manipulation and distortion. And they have tried to instigate a witch hunt and a lynch mob. I think that’s what they were trying to encourage.

 

I don’t know how much of the public would fall for such a thing. Indeed, I think increasing numbers of the public share my ideas. I really do think that. And so, I don’t know if it would ever happen. Certainly there are some sections of the public who probably would want to lynch me. [laughing] It seems ludicrous, because I know that I haven’t harmed anyone and I haven’t wished anyone harm. But certainly when you read those articles about me you probably, you could be forgiven for thinking that I’m just a piece of shit!

 

So again, is this responsible journalism? I hardly think so. But! One thing that I must say, for moral reasons and for more pragmatic reasons, I must say that I don’t want these journalists to be harassed. I think these people should be judged by the public and the through the usual channels. Through the proper channel. And I think they’ll be judged harshly.

 

So, a few other points, about the mainstream media, the legacy media. The circulation of the National newspaper is fifteen thousand, which is minuscule for a paper.

 

And it’s worth saying that I’ve got more than that. When this broke, I had twenty thousand, or just under. I’ve actually got more subscribers than the National has readers. It’s kind of amazing! The Scottish Sunday Herald, twenty five thousand. And for a national newspaper that is tiny and if you look at the graph, the trend, of all these newspapers, it’s remarkable how they’re just losing readers, hand over over fist.

 

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So that’s, that. Then there’s the Daily Record, one hundred seventy six thousand. Daily Mail, one point five million. Daily Mirror, one point nine million. And The Sun, four and a half million. And all of these, I mean, some of these are big numbers still, but they’re nothing compared to what they were ten years ago. And I think this is very interesting, because some we’ve seen in recent months, several attempts by established media outlets to demonize alternative media outlets. “Fake news”, that phenomenon that they’ve just invented out of thin air.

 

Then something like this, I mean, you know, I have enough subscribers to rival the National and the Scottish Sunday Herald. I think, I honestly think they’re a bit freaked out. And I think that they can see their doom coming. You know, the Daily Record, I think within five years they might be bankrupt. I don’t know, but it wouldn’t surprise me at all.

 

I think they can feel it. And so, they’re freaked out and they’re vengeful. And that might explain some of their behavior. But it’s not surprising that people are abandoning them, because of things like this! Things like what’s happened to me! Their treatment of me has been dishonest and malicious and I think that a lot of the readers can tell that. You know, you’ve only got to come and see my channel. It’s blatantly obvious that I’m not the man they’ve described. And I think people are sick of this stuff, you know, the contempt that these newspapers have for their readers.

 

I think there’s an inevitability to all this, which is kind of comforting.

 

One final thing about this. I want to emphasize I will not do any interviews with any of these newspapers, or any media outlets, any established mainstream media outlets.

 

I don’t trust them! I think they are utterly uninterested in being honest! And I think, well as I say, I think they’re malicious. I think they have no scruples. There are other words I could use to describe them, but I will hold back.

 

The only newspaper I would consider cooperating with would be the local paper in the Linlithgow, because that’s more personal. I don’t like the people from Linlithgow being manipulated, being lied to. Actually, I don’t think it’s been successful, because it’s obvious that the whole the whole town knows by now. And people have contacted and me who haven’t spoken to me years and years, have contacted me. Just offer their support and say that they know the papers are lying about me. You know, people see through this shit! But nonetheless, I would like to set the record straight, so to speak, by speaking to the local Linlithgow paper. That’s the only one I’d consider, and even then I would want a guarantee that they’re going to, well, not misrepresent me, or to do so to a minimal extent.

 

As for the rest of the newspapers, fuck them! Fuck them all! And their conduct has utterly disgusted me! And I think many other people too. If ever, there are an example of why the legacy media should die a quick death, I think the way they’ve treated me probably qualifies.

 

 

Part Five: Thoughts on the Antifa

 

OK. Now I’m going to talk about the anti-fa [anti-facist] activists who are involved this. The names of these activists, these Marxists, and they are proper Marxists, have been widely disseminated.

 

I wasn’t responsible for the discovery of their names and I wasn’t responsible for the disseminating of their names, either. Since I’m a nice guy, I’m not even going to name them here, even though the information is widely available. I’m not going to do it. Because I’m above you people! I don’t do the kind of things that you do! And I know you’re watching. I know you’re watching.

 

So, I’m certainly not going to publish their addresses, or other photographs, or photos of the homes either.

 

Imagine that? However I will list their first names. Just for the sake of it.

 

Liam. Lovely Liam. Sarah. Lindsay. Jonathan. Ashley. And fanboy Jammie.

 

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Now, I want to say that the full names, addresses and phone numbers of these people were all found by members of the Alt-Right, within five hours of the article being published on A Thousand Flowers.

 

That really didn’t take very long. And there was no extensive investigation. There was no months of waiting and searching and hunting. It was all done, it was all managed in a few hours. They knew who you are. And it was rather amusing, a few days later when the Daily Record out, I had a look on Twitter and these numpties, these anti-fa Marxists, were puffing themselves up for doxing me. It was so strange to watch them being all triumphant. And they had no idea that they had already been identified days earlier. They were basking in the glow of self-satisfaction for endangering someone that they disagreed with.

 

God, it’s sickening! It’s sickening!

 

Now, the ringleader, for what it’s worth, Liam seems to be a middle class ne’er do well who has been in scraps with the police. And yes, there he is. To do with that and I won’t go into it now, but he doesn’t seem to be a very well adjusted young man. And then the rest of them look like a fairly typical assortment of troubled young leftists who display the three prime traits of, well what I would call that the prime traits of leftists.

 

Smugness, lack of self reflection and self knowledge, and irrational, almost unbridled hatred of their opponents, or people they see as their opponent. Smugness, lack of self reflection and self knowledge, and irrational hatred of their opponent. It’s so typical, down the ages. And here they are, another iteration of blind leftists.

 

One of them said that doxing a fascist — by which he was referring to me — isn’t the same as doxing saying an ordinary person. And this is an exercise in dehumanizing their opponents so that they can abuse him and put them in danger.

 

I’m sure there’s a psychological term for it. “Transference”, or something. I don’t know. It’s very interesting to witness. No, he’s not an ordinary person. Doing this to him is not the same as doing it to an ordinary person. We can endanger him without feeling bad.

 

And then the ringleader, Liam, … His father congratulated him on, I think it was on Twitter, on publishing my details! Imagine that? I think it’s bizarre and sickening that a father would congratulate his son on endangering another man.

“Well done son! You endangered that guy. You put his life at risk. Well done! I’m proud of you!”

 

What kind of family is that?

 

Ideological leftists, I think is the answer. But good God!

 

Well, also incidentally, there was apparently a prank phone call made to that father. And I want on record, so to speak, that I had nothing to do with this. I put the message out once I heard, around that people had found their names and addresses. I didn’t want trouble. And I put the message out:

 

“Don’t harass these people. We should be better than them.”

 

But, unfortunately, not everyone heeded that call and somebody phoned his father. It’s unfortunate and regrettable. To be honest I don’t really want to beat on these anti-fa losers very much, because it seems to me that they are just naive, internally troubled. And, of course, they would laugh about that Scoff at that, the very idea that they’ve got any psychological frailties, but I’m pretty damn sure they have. I think though, troubled, naive young idealists, who probably have heads full of bright ideas and not a shred of realism and not a shred of self reflection.

 

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I also think they have probably been used as pawns, useful idiots, by other people who are more powerful. But, I don’t want to get too paranoid about that. Could be that this is just all their game. I don’t know.

 

Anyway, I think the salient point is that anti-fa, including these Marxists, have a limited window in which to operate. Much like the legacy media have a limited time frame.

 

Anti-fa, ten years from now, I think will be despised by the public in general. I’m pretty damn confident about that. And I think that probably they are as well. I think they probably sense this as well.

 

Unsavory people indeed! And honestly, I think they are tragic people! And they are lost, lost young people!

 

How much compassion should I show them? They’ve endangered me.

 

It’s funny, I can’t help feeling sorry for them. I can’t help, .. I actually feel some concern for these people, can you believe that? I actually do.

 

I think I’ll end this segment now, before I get too nice, because these people are after all fucking villains! I mean, what they’ve done is shitty! Yeah. I’ll leave it there.

 

 

Part Six: Closing Thoughts

 

OK. And some closing thoughts.

 

At the end of this Sunday’s, what is it, the Scottish Sunday Herald article, read thus:

“Last year was a good one for the Alt-Right. The election of Trump has bolstered the movement thinning the lines between the broad alternative American right and the White nationalist extremism of the Alt-Right. This year hasn’t been a good one for Collin Robertson.”

There’s this note of rather sickening triumphalism;

“Last year was a good one for the Alt-Right. This year hasn’t been a good one for Collin Robertson.”

 

And they wonder why I refused their interview back in November.

 

But I have to say, on the contrary, my channel has grown by twenty percent since this whole thing started. And what’s more, the exposure has achieved what ten years of torment couldn’t achieve. It has finally got me out of the house!

 

I’ve finally flown the nest! And well, as for my name being known, so what? I never wanted a normal life anyway. It’s not going to be possible, now. But I don’t care! I never wanted one. So, I haven’t really lost anything there. And then what’s in a name? I mean, why did they want my name in the first place? What do you think you’ve won?

 

I would say to the mainstream media and these anti-fa types as well, who are involved in it.

 

Anyone, and this is really crucial, anyone can look at my work, whether it’s on YouTube, or anywhere else. Anyone can look at my work and see that I’m not the villain you’ve tried to paint me as.

 

And then, they will see how dishonest you are! And for what it’s worth, since this all started, four thousand people HAVE looked at my work and they have liked what they’ve seen! And have realized that you are disgracefully dishonest! So, so far, although it has been stressful, 2017 has actually been a very good year for me. I’ve got four thousand new subscribers [laughing] and I’m away from home.

 

I no longer live my dad! So you can’t even use that charge against me anymore.

 

So we’ll see what the rest of 2017 has and store. And I’m not complacent about this. It might well be a stressful year. But, certainly I think it’s rather too early for the mainstream media to be smug about this.

 

Now, one final thing. In all of this they have tried to paint me as a villain, hater, ranter, whatever else, neo-Nazi, racist and all this. But also, they’ve tried to paint me as some kind of political activist.

 

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Now, I started this channel three years ago. Actually, funnily enough something I meant to mention is that. That guy turned up at my door on the fifth of January. That was the anniversary ersary of the first video being uploaded to the channel. Rather ironic! Anyway, I started this channel three years ago thinking that it would come to nothing. I thought I’d make fifteen, or twenty videos. No one would watch them, and I would just lose interest and give up and find something else to do.

 

I never intended it to be political activism. And even as it grew, I didn’t intend it to be political activism. And I don’t see myself as a political activist. The world of politics does not appeal to me. I think it’s a cesspit! And I don’t think I’d be any good in that world.

 

So I don’t see myself as a political activist. If anything, and this sounds a bit pretentious, I’m going to say it. I see myself as a psychological activist, or even a spiritual activist. I see myself working at that level. I’m trying to help people as individuals and as a group, my group.

 

So, that’s what I’m trying to do. I’m trying to heal people. To help them overcome the nihilism and the confusion of the age that we live in.

 

In my work I try to understand the world. I try to understand people, and to help them, enlighten them, inspire them, work through their problems, counsel them and bring them together with other people. In the course of doing so I have enabled relationships to begin and children to be conceived [there’s a joke somewhere there — KATANA] . And occasionally I have even saved lives.

 

So, I’m not ashamed.

 

I’m not ashamed of what I’ve done! And I’m absolutely going to continue!

 

So, I hope you have enjoyed your campaign. It has backfired! It has failed!

 

It has benefited me! And it has only encouraged me to keep going.

 

Thank you for watching.

 

 

 

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